I know that as an Orchestrator, long conditioned Orchestrator, that I am burned out and am constantly exhausted. I have been sleeping more in the last few months than I have in the past 30-40 years. I have heard of Chronic fatigue as a medical diagnosis and often wondered how someone could be so tired all the time! 😂🤣 Now, I understand! I was wondering how many people are diagnosed as having chronic fatigue who are in fact not living their design? If they started to, would their symptoms of chronic fatigue dissipate. Obviously, I know they may have other factors to consider, a serious illness, cancer, etc.; however, I also know that oftentimes those illnesses are also caused by not taking care of ourselves. Whether that be food, or held emotions, or not treating our ‘Human’ (our body) lovingly. I know, for myself, pushing myself to work to keep up with the Generator types in my family and in business has created this dis-ease, this exhaustion. I am now making changes in my life, setting boundaries, sleeping when I feel my body is drained (even if that means napping in the car on a jobsite!😜), not posting EVERY day, honouring MY rhythms, MY way of building business. This may seem MUCH slower to the outside world (most of whom are Generator types), and that is fine with me! I am NOT them. So…even though I may not be active here every single day, even though I am not creating content every minute, this does not mean that I am not doing anything productive. I simply ‘work’ differently. My system is my own. I will no longer be buying into the idea that I have to build and grow like everyone else. They are NOT ME. We each have our own unique and beautiful qualities and attributes. Some of us (Manifesting Generators) CAN truly multi-task (and NEED to), others of us (Generators) need to find something, one thing, that wholly lights us up that we can grow. Some of us (Manifestors) have brilliant ideas and want to START something and have someone else run with that idea; and then others of us (Orchestrators) want to help guide and encourage (that’s me).

Beautiful SoulFire Sisters, I’m opening up 5 spots (3 are left) for FREE Quantum Human Design readings as a gift to this incredible community. Why? Because I want to celebrate you, support your authentic path, and offer a glimpse into the powerful clarity QHD can bring to your life and business. Whether you’re brand new to Human Design or already deep in your experiment, these readings will help you: 🌟 Understand your unique energy blueprint 🌟 Identify one aligned next step 🌟 Release something that’s been holding you back Each session is: - 60 minutes (held on Riverside) - Recorded + delivered privately - Designed to give you clarity, not overwhelm — just you, your design, and a clear message channeled for you. ⚡ HOW TO CLAIM YOUR READING: 1. Click here to book your spot → Calendly Link 2. You’ll automatically receive a Prep Guide + Intake Form after booking so I can prepare your chart. 3. Show up to your reading ready with a journal, water, and an open heart 💗 There are only 5 free spots available. If they fill up, I may open a waitlist or offer a bonus option later. Let’s illuminate your unique design together ✨ With fire and flow,—Tammy 🔥

This past week has been a whirlwind. Our A/C went out (in July! 😩), the pool pump died (hello, green swamp), and just as we got those fixed, we hit the road to Arkansas—because my daughter had her baby! 💙 We spent a few sweet, exhausting days helping out—playing with the older kiddos while mama and baby were in the hospital. He’s here. He’s perfect. And yes, I cried the second I held him. Then…I caught a cold. My body demanded rest, and I listened. (Well…eventually. 🤧) But here’s the thing I want to share— Because I’m building my business around how I work best—not how the world tells me I should—everything still flowed. The YT videos went out because I’d already scheduled them. There are more in the queue to edit—when I feel ready. I didn’t have to force, push, or pretend. I’ve done it the other way. Hustled. Compared. Shamed myself for not doing enough. Never again. This path I’m on—the one aligned with my design, my truth, my rhythm—isn’t just more sustainable… …it’s actually nourishing. Just a little reminder that you get to build it your way, too. 💛

Let’s be real for a moment. We all have a vision of the woman we’re becoming… → She’s clear. → She’s abundant. → She teaches from her soul, not from obligation. → She travels, loves deeply, and lives well. → She’s not hustling to prove—she’s building with purpose. But here’s the sacred question I’ve been sitting with lately: Am I setting up my life to match the vision I claim to want? Right now, I’m deeply in the process of aligning how I live, love, and work with the truth of who I am. That’s what we’ve been anchoring inside Portal 4—especially through Spark 1 and Spark 2. The structures. The energy. The vision made real. Because I am a wealthy, successful, well-traveled, well-educated teacher of what I love. And I’m building my business—and my life—to reflect that: ✨ Spacious time with Roy and the kids ✨ Travel, legacy, investments ✨ Creating offers and days that actually nourish me So I want to bring the question to you: 👉 Is the way you’re living today aligned with the woman you say you’re becoming? Not perfectly, not all at once. But even in small ways—are you becoming her now? Drop one shift you’re making below—or one thing that still needs to shift. Let’s hold it together. 🔥

Let that land. Not the curated version. Not the one shaped by fear, approval addiction, or old stories. But the wild, radiant, untamed version of you that’s been quietly waiting for permission to TAKE UP SPACE. This journey of becoming isn’t about fixing yourself—it’s about remembering who the f*ck you are before the world told you to shrink. It’s raw. It’s messy. It’s MAGICAL. And yes—it’s terrifying sometimes. Because shedding layers of conditioning isn’t cute. But freedom? Freedom is worth every uncomfortable step. So here’s your reminder: You don’t need to earn your worth. You don’t need to wait for a sign. You ARE the damn sign. The moment you choose to live fully expressed, you activate a ripple of permission for others to do the same. ✨ This is the revolution. ✨ This is the adventure. ✨ This is YOU, unfiltered, on fire, and fully alive. Drop a 🔥 if you’re walking this path, too. Let’s find the others. 💥