I know that as an Orchestrator, long conditioned Orchestrator, that I am burned out and am constantly exhausted. I have been sleeping more in the last few months than I have in the past 30-40 years. I have heard of Chronic fatigue as a medical diagnosis and often wondered how someone could be so tired all the time! 😂🤣 Now, I understand! I was wondering how many people are diagnosed as having chronic fatigue who are in fact not living their design? If they started to, would their symptoms of chronic fatigue dissipate. Obviously, I know they may have other factors to consider, a serious illness, cancer, etc.; however, I also know that oftentimes those illnesses are also caused by not taking care of ourselves. Whether that be food, or held emotions, or not treating our ‘Human’ (our body) lovingly. I know, for myself, pushing myself to work to keep up with the Generator types in my family and in business has created this dis-ease, this exhaustion. I am now making changes in my life, setting boundaries, sleeping when I feel my body is drained (even if that means napping in the car on a jobsite!😜), not posting EVERY day, honouring MY rhythms, MY way of building business. This may seem MUCH slower to the outside world (most of whom are Generator types), and that is fine with me! I am NOT them. So…even though I may not be active here every single day, even though I am not creating content every minute, this does not mean that I am not doing anything productive. I simply ‘work’ differently. My system is my own. I will no longer be buying into the idea that I have to build and grow like everyone else. They are NOT ME. We each have our own unique and beautiful qualities and attributes. Some of us (Manifesting Generators) CAN truly multi-task (and NEED to), others of us (Generators) need to find something, one thing, that wholly lights us up that we can grow. Some of us (Manifestors) have brilliant ideas and want to START something and have someone else run with that idea; and then others of us (Orchestrators) want to help guide and encourage (that’s me).

I LOVE words, especially ones like this!

This is my reflection on faith, I wanted to share here, because for me it’s the foundation of human potential. Nothing new is ever created without it — and with it, entire worlds become possible.... Every piece of art, every business, every breakthrough in science or life began the same way: as something unseen. A vision, an impulse, a possibility. The difference is that someone acted as though it was already real. That’s faith. I’ve seen it in my own life too. The most powerful shifts didn’t come from grinding harder, but from holding a state so clearly that life had no choice but to bend around it. Almost like reality was waiting for me to tilt one axis within… and the whole structure tilted with it. The Three Principles of Faith When you break it down axiomatically, faith shows itself in three ways: 1. Faith as the seed → The inner decision to align with what doesn’t yet exist. The beginning of all creation. 2. Faith as the ground → A state of being where past, present, and future collapse into one coherent moment of action. 3. Faith as the fruit → The lived expression, when what was once invisible becomes visible. This is why faith is never passive and never about waiting. It’s about embodying the possibility so fully that the field reorganizes itself around you. Faith and the Mirror Effect Here’s what I’ve experienced: faith projects outward whatever you’re holding inside — and life mirrors it back with precision. Hope, fear, doubt, conviction… each becomes a frequency, and reality reflects it. Those “synchronicities” we all experience? They’re not coincidences. On a quantum level, they’re signals — proof that your inner alignment is shaping the field. Beyond Cause and Effect Faith doesn’t follow the linear logic of cause → effect. It works differently. It collapses time. Outcomes show up before they’re “earned.” The future influences the present just as much as the past does. And yes — it requires surrender. Stepping into paradox. Acting from a knowing that’s deeper than evidence, where outcomes are both known and unknown, realized and unrealized.

I’ll be real with you… I haven’t been showing up here (or on YouTube) the way I think people expect me to. And that’s been making me feel like crap. Not because I don’t care. Not because I’ve stopped believing in what I’m building. But because I’m in this weird, “I don’t want to do anything” mode. No desire to record, no spark to post, no urge to “be productive” every day. And here’s the kicker — I know my Human Design. I’m a Projector. I don’t have the consistent, go-go-go energy of a Generator or Mani-Gen. I understand I’m built differently. But right now? That awareness doesn’t magically give me the desire to create. The world (and business advice) says: Show up daily, post daily, hustle daily. But my body and energy say: Rest. Wait. Reconnect. So here’s what I’m sitting with — and maybe you’ve been here too: - How do we build something amazing and impactful without burning ourselves out? - How do we share our journey when the journey feels… quiet? - What do we do when inspiration is nowhere to be found? I want to open this up for honest conversation — because Human Design isn’t just about knowing your type, it’s about actually living it. 💬 If you’ve ever been in this space — where you know how you’re designed to operate, but you still feel the pressure to be someone you’re not — what helped you reconnect? What did you share when you felt like you had nothing to share? Let’s talk about it.

This past week has been a whirlwind. Our A/C went out (in July! 😩), the pool pump died (hello, green swamp), and just as we got those fixed, we hit the road to Arkansas—because my daughter had her baby! 💙 We spent a few sweet, exhausting days helping out—playing with the older kiddos while mama and baby were in the hospital. He’s here. He’s perfect. And yes, I cried the second I held him. Then…I caught a cold. My body demanded rest, and I listened. (Well…eventually. 🤧) But here’s the thing I want to share— Because I’m building my business around how I work best—not how the world tells me I should—everything still flowed. The YT videos went out because I’d already scheduled them. There are more in the queue to edit—when I feel ready. I didn’t have to force, push, or pretend. I’ve done it the other way. Hustled. Compared. Shamed myself for not doing enough. Never again. This path I’m on—the one aligned with my design, my truth, my rhythm—isn’t just more sustainable… …it’s actually nourishing. Just a little reminder that you get to build it your way, too. 💛