We did our egg hunt, and now are off to have a fire at the beach! I finally have the weekend off of work! Woo! How’s your weekend going?

It’s been a bit crazy lately. And it’s been hard to express exactly what I’ve been going through but what I received this morning pretty much nailed it down. Thanks to @Jenny Landis and @Georgia Gomme for helping bring this through as a result of participating in the live equinox experience the other night. It crumbled just a little more. My egos freaking out. Who I thought I was is not. There’s so much fear and doubt Surfacing. I’m terrified. The only thing that’s real Is that the illusion feeds on what I think and feel. My brain is holding on. It’s only driven to survive. My ego scrambles, reaching for some way to stay alive. Familiar friends, like sabotage attempt to take control. But courage, out of nowhere rises up to save my soul. And power, strength are surging through in spite of all this pain. And thoughts of love for self and truth, bring balance to maintain My sanity. My psyche‘s shaken in its tracks. It watches as parts die And sees how all of this brings through the answer. Who am I? I’m nothing. I am no one. And yet I am everything. I’m here. I’m there. I’m everywhere. I’m so much I cant cling To what I think I thought I knew. That part of me is dead. I’ve been thrust into a new existence. What’s ahead? Everything I reach for looks familiar. Yet it’s not. My consciousness is more aware. It moves as it’s been taught. With faith and trust that flow from somewhere deep within my heart. And suddenly a sense of safety comforts every part. And I can rest in knowing that I’m loved and I’m cared for. And who and what I thought I was is not that anymore. namaskar Telepathically received from Holy Order of Yodh via Guru and Avatar ray.

I felt this deep soulful return to Canada. It has been 8 years since we travelled. Today I got a new batch of inspiration. So I have been playing music and drawing lots since returning home. Here is a song that came through, River of the Heart. I hope you enjoy it. 😄

Hi, this community is open to creative expression and connection. @Mike Antenor - please feel free to share what kind of art you are studying, we are all very free-flowing here. Let us know how you would love to connect with others inside the community @Sherree Hancock - has joined to create and speak about mental health and connect with other on a similar journey. Come say hi :) @Teresa Perez - is here to express authentically and to grow her creativity and connect with like-minded community members. Let me know what you would like to experience here, this community space is built together.

I vaguely recall writing this. I found it in the notes of my phone. With circumstances as they are LouLou Inoften wonder if i knew then what i've learned since, would things be different for you? I may never understand why certain things are so prevalent in your mind while others seem to have faded, but I always did what i knew to be best at the time. Even when it was hard. UNKNAMED POEM WRITTEN FEB 2023 Do you ever wish that you could turn back time and erase all the pain Give them a shot to try it over again? Learn all the strengths and weaknesses well Then all the guidance would be easy to tell Give them a chance to start all a new With your greater knowledge, what would they do? How would they act? Would anything change? Would life still be full of hate and blind rage? With a whole clean slate and your arsenal of tools Could they this time abide by the rules