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Throughout my life I have almost always felt different, but have not been abel to understand why. I live in a small town in Sweden, I have often felt alone as I do not feel that I have had like-minded people around me. In recent years I have increasingly entered the spiritual life, but due to mental illness it has not been easy. It started 8 years ago, when I had psychotic problems, depression, and feelings of unreality. I have been hospitalized from time to time. I have been given a lot of medication for my condition. This resulted in me not feeling anything. All feelings were turned off, such as sadness, anger, shame but also happiness and joy. I have lived on autopilot for about 3 years and have also made some decisions in life that have not benefited me in a good way. And not being proud of. Something inside me said, now that's enough! So I stopped taking the meditation. and felt that I slowly but surely started to feel alive again, and all the feelings came back. (I want to clarify that i stopoed take the medications was the right decision for me. You should not stop taking medications on your own without a doctor's assessment! ) For me it's been like starting over and learning everything i know over again. I have under a long time felt that I stand between two different worlds. The material world and the spiritual world. But It's starting to clear up now, pice by pice. I am here to share different knowledge I have gained in life, to help others. But also to help myself, by feeling connected with like-minded people. To learn more about life. I could go into so much more, but I feel like this is a good start so far. Together we will start something better! Sending you all love