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Throughout my life I have almost always felt different, but have not been abel to understand why.

I live in a small town in Sweden, I have often felt alone as I do not feel that I have had like-minded people around me.

In recent years I have increasingly entered the spiritual life, but due to mental illness it has not been easy.

It started 8 years ago, when I had psychotic problems, depression, and feelings of unreality.

I have been hospitalized from time to time. I have been given a lot of medication for my condition.

This resulted in me not feeling anything. All feelings were turned off, such as sadness, anger, shame but also happiness and joy.

I have lived on autopilot for about 3 years and have also made some decisions in life that have not benefited me in a good way. And not being proud of.

Something inside me said, now that's enough!

So I stopped taking the meditation. and felt that I slowly but surely started to feel alive again, and all the feelings came back.

(I want to clarify that i stopoed take the medications was the right decision for me.

You should not stop taking medications on your own without a doctor's assessment! )

For me it's been like starting over and learning everything i know over again.

I have under a long time felt that I stand between two different worlds. The material world and the spiritual world. But It's starting to clear up now, pice by pice.

I am here to share different knowledge I have gained in life, to help others.

But also to help myself, by feeling connected with like-minded people. To learn more about life.

I could go into so much more, but I feel like this is a good start so far.

Together we will start something better!

Sending you all love

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