What is the meaning of freedom if almost nobody is actually free? What is the meaning of life, guys? I don’t know. You know—borders and all this stuff… I think capitalism and the way people live is so wrong. It’s the cause of so many diseases. We’re separated from each other, surrounded by concrete for those who live in cities. Poisoned food. Pollution. Children in Africa working hard so you can have your cellphone. AI right here, people talking about serious problems that could happen in a few years. Almost all the jobs disappearing. Are we even human anymore if our meaning of life doesn’t include others? What’s the point? You can have freedom just for yourself, buy a super vacation all for yourself, have everything for yourself… but the Earth needs us, and people do too. Because we’re not separate. And we’re going to suffer more and more if we keep going like this. No more trees, more isolation, more suffering—where is our dream? Living with a purpose? Or just for yourself? I don’t know… I just wanted to put this here so everyone can think about it. For me, it helps me open up to a very beautiful, artistic, humanitarian, Cristic vibration. PEACE FOR ALL

I’ve been feeling something REALLY intense these last 3 days…like a deep, ancient anxiety coming from the collective.This pressure from the programmed timelines. For YEARS I lived inside a strict routine:wake up at 5 or 7 AM,breakfast between 7–9,work from 10–16,gym, eat, sleep, repeat. And yesterday… my mind felt like it was collapsing under it.A massive tiredness. A “wtf is happening” kind of tiredness. And then it hit me: This timeline isn’t natural. It's programmed. Our ancestors didn’t live like this. There was no “weekend”. No “Monday”. No 24-hour artificial clock imposed on the soul. They lived connected to EARTH, to the moon, the planets, the stars, to seasons, cycles, energy, intuition. To their internal compass — not a digital one. They didn’t wake up thinking, “Oh damn, it’s Monday.” They woke up thinking: “What is nature asking of me today?” And honestly… this whole January-to-December, Monday-to-Sunday, 24/7 timelinefeels like bullshit to me right now. Something inside me snapped. I’m like: Fuck it. I’m done letting a clock tell me who to be. I’m done living in a system that disconnects me from myself. I want to live intuitively. I want to move from my heart. I want to create when creation is alive in me. Rest when my body whispers. Follow the frequency of the earth — not the agenda of the matrix. No more “Monday to Friday” energy. Just soul timing. Natural rhythm. Earth-led creativity. And honestly… I’m curious to see what happens when I stop obeying time and start obeying my inner truth.

Hey, I don’t know why I am writing this here, but maybe some will relate. It’s not a cry for help, it’s not me feeling helpless and powerless anymore. After all, this is a game we all are tested in constantly. And I know it is working out for me. I allow it this time to take me where I am most scared of: towards my real power. I might seem delusional. And maybe I am. But it’s the only way now. I refuse any other way. I am no longer repeating what all my ancestors kept repeating. I recently completely outgrown the Netherlands. What brought me there was mere survival and the illusion of love, distorted love. I have projected. I felt called these days back to Spain. Didn’t fully understand why. But it has become extremely clear that the land called me to release what poisoned me. I am again sovereign in my own body. Really releasing the suffering, and transitioning to my highest timeline. It’s not just words, it’s integration and embodiment. I am ready even though I am extremely scared, EXTREMELY SCARED. Today, I received and email from the employer I am working for on the island (small isolated island in the Netherlands, how symbolic. Have been in the void there). They fired me and others through email. They fired me, even though I am on so-called holiday, even though they reassured me before that there will be work for me during winter too. They want to save money, it’s a long story, they don’t care about the employees. I didn’t even get my last month’s tips :)) It’s a very heavy place to work in, energetically. Negativity, addiction, chaotic overall. And it’s symbolic that I ended up there, after ending a relationship before I even allowed it to evolve. I chose instability again over stability at the cost of losing myself and ditch God’s highest plan for me. Then the workplace I chose under pressure was like a test: is this what you want? Is this what love is to you? Because my idea of love and home has been distorted in general, I was born in chaos after all.

Started my IG Account in March 2025 this year. First 2months was hell for me, Posting without Engagement, without views but to this date I can say, consistency always pays off, ofc I missed some days of posting daily but it was Never about the Daily Posting Routine, it was about the path. And I still enjoy it. My IG Drop your questions below, I will do my Best to answer them⬇️⬇️

Working on different geometrical relationships for the Solar Cross Calendar, a symmetrical 13 month calendar. I saw that if you divide the circle in 52 weeks you can draw 4x 7/11 (Great Pyramid dimensions) in radial symmetry. 13 weeks for each season, 1 for equinoxes or solstice, 13th one is the last week of each season, and 11 weeks to make each pyramid/season. The square that the 4 pyramids makes is the same perimeter as the cycle. Then start making the ‘flower of life’ pattern for 6 rows, to draw the infinity symbol for the equinoxes, and the Sun and Moon rings of the calendar. I think this could all be reversed engineered from two spots I found in the ‘flower of life’ to find the square that makes the pyramid, which would mean all proportions is derived by geometrical principles and no measurement is required, but I have to test it first. IG: @solarcrosscalerdar https://www.instagram.com/p/DRhGKFPjOS4/?igsh=MXRnaTd4Y2I4NTk0dQ==