I dreamt of my husband for the first time in 16 months. He was so comforting, I haven’t felt that way since he was alive. I miss him so much, and had to admit how much sadness and anxiety there is in my waking life, especially with the recent Holiday weekend. There is still a part of me that doesn’t want to believe he is gone and this is my real life.

Its been 10 years .. my grief is as strong as when they all passed… first my brother of heart attack, then I found my husband when he took his life, and 3 months later my mom from ovarian cancer a terrible death. … I still cry everyday.. so many reminders.. NEED help in finding support and ways to live with ALL these emotions, every day I go through all the stages of grief.. sometimes I look like a maniac.. what to do…

hello, thank you to those have provided support with kind words. It has been only 31 days since the tragic, devastating loss of my brother. Has anyone seemed to have discord or increase in arguments with their spouse? And, if so, how do you manage? Any suggestions or input is greatly appreciated. 😊

I have been reaching out to organizations, counseling services and there is zero to none for help with sibling loss by suicide. Does anyone know of a good resource? I live in dallas and open to zoom. I have attempted to contact T for 1:1 and am waiting on a return message. If anyone else can suggest anyting, i would be so grateful 🙏

I’m so sad, angry & feel abandoned. 💔💔💔the list & confusion of my brother’s death is so hard 😢 It’s so hard! I can’t sleep , look at pics or stop crying. Lost without him