I’ve been feeling something REALLY intense these last 3 days…like a deep, ancient anxiety coming from the collective.This pressure from the programmed timelines. For YEARS I lived inside a strict routine:wake up at 5 or 7 AM,breakfast between 7–9,work from 10–16,gym, eat, sleep, repeat. And yesterday… my mind felt like it was collapsing under it.A massive tiredness. A “wtf is happening” kind of tiredness. And then it hit me: This timeline isn’t natural. It's programmed. Our ancestors didn’t live like this. There was no “weekend”. No “Monday”. No 24-hour artificial clock imposed on the soul. They lived connected to EARTH, to the moon, the planets, the stars, to seasons, cycles, energy, intuition. To their internal compass — not a digital one. They didn’t wake up thinking, “Oh damn, it’s Monday.” They woke up thinking: “What is nature asking of me today?” And honestly… this whole January-to-December, Monday-to-Sunday, 24/7 timelinefeels like bullshit to me right now. Something inside me snapped. I’m like: Fuck it. I’m done letting a clock tell me who to be. I’m done living in a system that disconnects me from myself. I want to live intuitively. I want to move from my heart. I want to create when creation is alive in me. Rest when my body whispers. Follow the frequency of the earth — not the agenda of the matrix. No more “Monday to Friday” energy. Just soul timing. Natural rhythm. Earth-led creativity. And honestly… I’m curious to see what happens when I stop obeying time and start obeying my inner truth.

Hi All, excited to see some of you in a couple of hours for the energy medicine session. If you are attending, please arrive close to the start time and be prepared to plug out of distractions for the hour. Everyone is welcome. It's your time to chill and listen and receive and support your personal and spiritual growth, no matter what stage of your journey you are on. ✌🏻💚

I grew up an unloved and neglected child. I made my parents uncomfortable.I searched for love everywhere. The harder I searched, the more elusive it became.I imagined a life where someone would finally see me, choose me, and keep me safe. When my first marriage spiraled out of control from my husband’s debts, he drove us to Alaska in an old jeep. We arrived homeless, living an entire summer in a tent before the six of us ended up living in a one-room cabin with no water or electricity. I hauled five-gallon jugs of water from town.I split firewood with a baby on my back.I bathed my children in a Rubbermaid tote with water warmed on a woodstove. Every day was a battle for survival. My spouse controlled everything. “I own you,” he'd say. But I finally escaped. I wasn’t done repeating old wounds. I married again. Another mistake. I’ve had three significant relationships. All three men acted like they hated me but called it love. One of my partners tried to kill me and my children. But we miraculously survived, and that made me believe in the divine hand of God. Another was a violent tempest of rage, betrayal, sex addiction, and manipulation. That one made me see for the first time that demons walk the earth. If not for my children, I don’t know if I would still be alive. For them I fought. My breaking point came when I finally faced the truth: people who claim to love me will happily destroy me without guilt or remorse. I had to accept that having goodness inside me did not mean others lived from that same place. It shattered the last of my illusions. It broke me open.And it freed me. But the next phase of my life was tough.Years of grinding.Working endlessly to stay afloat.Feeling alone, exhausted, spiritually empty. And then the truth hit me: I’d been ignoring my soul — the same soul that had guided me through every danger, every childbirth, every escape. So, I began listening again. Quietly. Softly. One tiny tug at a time. I took baby steps toward the life I actually wanted. I learned to honor myself. I stopped searching for love outside myself. I rebuilt the relationship I had with my own spirit.

Thanks to everyone who joined live today.🙏 Replay is now up in the Weekly Recording folder ⭐

A reply to a recent post I read here I fully fucking hear all of this. I acknowledge and allow. I’ve been reflecting on my being in this community — why did I join, what need was I meeting, and what were my personal intentions and expectations? I’ve moved through a lot personally in the background, and I’ve come to understand that I was holding possibly unrealistic expectations of the founders of this community. They’re humans doing life too — navigating the ebb and flow, the doing and the being — while trying to spread a wave of love and awareness for humanity. That’s no easy feat, team or no team. For me personally, I desire like-minded and like-hearted connection. While being online is great, it’s the tangible, in-person experiences that humans truly need more of. Some days I have my phone in hand a lot because I work from it, but I’m working toward bringing more of my life offline and into life itself. Online community is a place to connect, share, reflect, come together — and also to spread outward and heal the wounds that surface as we go. I’ll be honest — I held a lot of judgments. I projected, I moved through frustration, anger, sadness, and more while being here with unspoken expectations not being met. But now, I’ve settled into a place of understanding after feeling into the hearts behind this creation — this New Earth Revolution and community. ✨ And I want to fully celebrate every team member — man and woman alike. You are all incredible human beings. Thor especially — he has a vision that reaches beyond what most can see or translate, just as each of us carries our own unique vision. He’s being brave. His face is out there, his voice is out there, and with that comes love, admiration, and appreciation — but also judgment and rejection. That’s a lot for one person to hold. I don’t believe for a moment that the people holding this container are “money grabbers.” They are living, breathing humans doing work to help others evolve as humanity itself moves and changes as a whole. 😉