Hey guys, I hope your all doing well I kinda have a bit of a update, so basically my birthday is coming up very soon and is kinda making me upset cus I still don’t know what to do for it but something in my heart keeps telling me that maybe I should celebrate it alone and make that as a tradition at least for a couple of years. But the issue is like I don’t wanna tell people like my family or bf that I wanna celebrate it alone and that they start problems with me, I wish I can know they’ll jus be okay with it but😂I can’t read their minds. Anyways, I’m already making a plan on how to spend my birthday solo and it doesn’t seem to bad(maybe just a bit unsafe lul cus where I live things are kinda far I can walk but is gunna take a while but is cool) but yea I jus kinda wanted to share this cus idk some part of me feels guilty that I want to celebrate alone but some part of me feels like is the right thing to do cus no one was there for me this year and truly supported me and helped me like I did so I feel like I’m the only one that has the right to there at my birthday(and God)😂it sounds kinda messed up but is true but yea I jus wanted to get that off my chest cus I’m jus kinda stuck on what I should do. If anyone’s birthday is coming btw please lmk so I can send you a message here whether is today or tomorrow or soon jus lmk hope you guys are having a great day😊❤️.

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