Your Past Is Preparing You
There were seasons in my career that felt.. off. Early on as a developer, I was promoted fast. Supervisor. Manager. Director. Small startup. Needed speed. I was the best option each time. But I remember feeling torn. Like I hadnât finished what I needed to say as a developer. Like Iâd skipped a chapter. So I left. Took a role as a senior developer and architect. At the time, it felt like stepping sideways. Maybe even backward. That was the struggle. Moments that felt misaligned. Opportunities that felt premature. Setbacks that felt frustrating. Fast forward to now. Iâm building a product that is the sum of decades of experiences. And the craziest thing is happening. Nothing was wasted. Leading agile teams? Now we run daily standups and weekly retros across funnel builds and customer support. Building business processes that absorb daily feedback? Thatâs baked into how we ship product updates. Choosing cloud platforms. Monitoring virtual machine clusters. Taking the 3:00am âthe database is meltingâ calls. Handling angry customer escalations. Iâve touched everything. I never had a narrow, specialist career. Iâve been in the code. In the meetings. In the war rooms. In the infrastructure. And now? Unlocks are happening daily. When problems show up in a datacenter, I donât panic. I think in terms of distributed nodes. Redundancy. Edge execution. When a process breaks, I donât guess. Iâve seen the pattern before. Problems last minutes, not days. And itâs not because Iâm smarter. Itâs because I stayed. In the end.. Every season deposits tools. Even the ones that feel like detours. Even the ones that feel like regressions. Even the ones that sting. You donât need see how they connect at the time. You'll see it when the threads weave together later. Now, from this vantage point, purpose has never felt clearer. And itâs all because I didnât quit. I believed. Took risks. Fought through self-doubt. Shipped anyway. The experience compounds.