About PAIN - find YOUR way
You can run 100 km or 100 cm is already a challenge. Inspired by Diego’s sharing his experiences with the 100 im running, i want to share one of my personal pain experiences and how I was dealing with it. 7 years ago, 2018: I’m lying in my bed in a very bad health state. Better say illness state. The right knee as big as a football, hot like fire, swollen like a big jelly-Fish. It’s a huge flare-up of inflammation based on rheumatoid arthritis. I’m taking pills against pain. But they don’t help. I can’t move or do any step. I’m groaning in pain. Crying, feeling powerless and exposed to the pain, exhausted. I give up to fight against the pain and surrender to my state. I don’t really know something about ZNQ at that time. Only one workshop and a strong belief that it works, strongly trusting Teacher Líng & Lu, strong self confidence that I can change something. While I surrender a thought is coming up: When I am suffering from strongest pain when lying in my bed, pain cannot become more or even worse. I take a decision: get out of my bed, taking my bike out of the cellar, running to the next hill. While leaving my bike at the foot of the hill, I’m hiking uphill step by step. The only thought: not connect with this pain, knowing but not focusing. Yes, there is strongest pain, but I do the next step despite it. Just the next step. Uphill I walk a circle and go downhill. Downhill is even more challenging. I add some visualisation: some golden light and fluid like a strong waterfall coming into my head, cleaning, washing strongly and nourishing the whole body, including the legs, down to the feet and the earth. Taking everything out of me which doesn’t belong to a healthy state and giving me everything a healthy body and mind needs. Suddenly I’m back at my bike. Returning to my house. In fact I returned to my inner home, clearly convinced that I can heal myself. With gratitude and love for Dr. Pang and Teacher Líng & Lu who deeply affected me to this way. Haola & HUN YUÁN LÍNG TŌNG