sometimes i ride in silence to hear the violence in my head — — — her twenties, condemned venomous verses that don’t warn, i’m first to get bit withdrawals from quitting that girl who was an addict “corny” being the only feedback on my only reason to persist beautiful lies that make me ugly as a bitch wanting ledger’s edge, meeting with the reaper blood stained couch from self-harm sessions upper after upper, but still down with depression paranoid thoughts winning last time granny’s eyes recognized me membership to the 27 club, the silent killer is in me how you unknowingly leave the i out of i... i love you

The Sun is Shining Brightly, but the Storm clouds are still lingering, Don't let the Storm clouds hinder your Light, Clear away the Storm Clouds, and The Sun will Shine Bright. Shinning to Illuminate Oh, What A MARVELOUS SIGHT!!! from A HEAVY DOWNPOUR, INTO A BEAUTIFUL DISPLAY OF DELIGHT!!! The BEAUTIFUL SUNSHINE, Will Dry the Rain Away, Producing the BLUE SKIES, with NO CLOUDS OF GRAY, but.... WHITE clouds LIKE COTTON, as you will come to see, The RAIN GAVE to us MOISTURE, and FLOURISHING FLOWERS and GREEN GRASS SO BEAUTIFULLY!!!! B R. Date: 11/16/2025

The sky rewrites its colors slow, From winter’s hush to springtime’s glow. Snow drifts melt to streams that sing, Awakening roots with whispered spring. Summer stretches, bold and wide, With golden light on every side. Fields breathe warmth, the rivers gleam, The earth unfurls its brightest dream. Then autumn paints with fire and flame, Each falling leaf a fleeting name. The air turns crisp, the harvest near, A quiet song the heart can hear. At last, the winter veils the land, With silver frost by tender hand. The wheel turns round, as nature weaves ,A tapestry of earth and leaves.

NOTE: If you don't know what you know, you'll believe anything that you hear!! There are just some things you need to find out for yourself!!! No Knowledge, no education, it's like the blind leading the blind, it's truly a misconception, The sight of the deception, It's truly misleading, You can't see what's in front of you, of the ignorance you are feeding, So, the blind can't lead the blind, cos, you will come to see, what is taught is what is learned, and carried through them Expededly!! B.R. Date: 11/9/2025

life would finally make sense but the smile people admire would be scarce they would feed me everyday but how can i eat when war is a green like beret they would get me outta this town but i wanna know if i could do it without they would teach me how to fight off a man but this face isn’t for black eyes, i bruise for romance they would build me a mind of steel but all that mental toughness wouldn’t be a shield they would surround me with great fathers but who protects my loved ones from the murderers and robbers? they would make me part of something bigger but that can be done without pulling a trigger they would make me feel like a hero but i can’t be out there wondering if she wrote they would send me to places i’ve never seen but every new view would come with a target they would show me how to endure torture but one tour and the genre of my life would be horror they would expect me to live with my sins but what else can i do when killing pays the bills they would help me make my dad proud but if i died, mom would wear a permanent frown not to be or not to be in the military