This is a reverse poem I wrote at a time when I was feeling bad about myself. I struggle with depression and anxiety. "I'm Not" I'm good for nothing I will never believe My life is meaningful I see the truth I'm worthless Even though my mind tells me I'm an amazing person I'm not Why am I so awful? (Now read from bottom to top)

Well I know I didn't deserve those things that were done to me And if I hear it wasn't your fault one more time I'm going to lose my mind He's dead I'm alive Now I don't fucking sleep at night Thanks for all those great memories I got 99 problems and some scars from the games we played Thanks for teaching me how to love someone someday I was strong and I did not cry I learned to accept the pain So save the best you have for a rainy day Because these were supposed to be the best years of my life now all I want to do is build a house of matchstick and burn myself alive Along with all the other things I keep buried deep inside These were supposed to be the best years of my life I envied you when you shot yourself in flamingo paradise Because you were gone and I was stuck here alive And I will never know why And I cant get you off my mind Thanks for all those pretty memories https://youtu.be/uoKh7wqdXVw?si=BQ7ig-GbvTy__hya

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Sit on the hill at night and stare at the stars Imagine us as a constellation In the shape of a heart I left these songs for you A little piece of my heart a little forget me not To remember when I'm gone And yes this is a love song written for you A tiny little piece of my heart to help get you through