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Dark Angel
Sorry not posted more sooner hell of a lot gone on recently.
Sister was rushed into ICU after collapsing at home she’s had medical issues from birth she’s 68 and 14 years older than me. She was born with a crooked spine which was operated on when she was 15/16 years old then due to complications from that she had a leg amputated at 21.
During her time in ICU the consultant asked me when did your sister have a kidney removed? I said I don’t ever remember her having it done only to find out she had actually only been born with one kidney and that one was functioning at 2% so you can imagine what was going through my head when I was sitting with her with all the machines doing all the work for her.
Then my Father in Law passed away at the end of January he had just been diagnosed with a rare cancer of the lung which was asbestos related
Sister is home and awaiting an operation to help her kidney but also has stones in her bladder and uterus. I didn’t expect her to come home if I’m honest due to how sick she was in hospital.
Father in law’s funeral has taken place and now we’ve got the unpleasant task of clearing the house and selling it as it’s gone to probate.
Now this is where the Dark Angel appeared
Woke up really early yesterday morning and felt really shit and angry, laid in bed thinking why now? Why now have you reappeared?
There’s Alcohol downstairs just go down and have a drink and you will soon forget about it ? But would that have honestly helped? No of course it wouldn’t of that would of only just masked the pain and put me going back to my old ways
I got up ate my prepared breakfast got dressed and went to the gym music on head/mind focused and worked out. Left the gym and went for a walk along the coastline where I live
I’m not going to let the Dark angel drag me back I know he will always be on my shoulder but just in the background
The good angel will always win going forward
Well apologies for the long post just wanted to get it off my chest 💪
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