After years of doing what I thought I should do or what I believed others wanted me to do, I am now looking at how I can put myself first. Not in a selfish, me, me, all me way but in a way that honors me as much as I honor those around me.
I have been, like many, very hard on myself, comparing myself and my progress in life to others.
I have had and continue to have problems with my own self worth like I somehow don't deserve my dream life and that I should compromise my desires for others.
I am done with this now. I did not feel my relationship was as fulfilling and as reciprocal as I deserve. I am looking for mutual love with someone I can fully share both my light and dark side with.
I am looking for a career that excites and fuels me while not only paying the bills but allows me to live in full abundance allowing me to use the overflow to help those around me.