I don't fit in. I just DON'T.
Not because I literally CAN'T. But because I don't have that base stability of a "family". I'm still grieving that because what human wouldn't?
But that being said, I still have WORTH. I still have VALUE.
I still BELONG on this Earth.
And YOU do, too.
I want to BE part of the change. Not worried about changing the system. But learning how to ENJOY life more.
Not pretend to enjoy. Not "enjoy" in the way we are "supposed to".
No. Truly ENJOY. Truly feel SUPPORTED. Find MY people.
Anyway, I realized the best chance I have of doing that is to embrace myself.
Yes, I struggle with intrusive thoughts
Yes, I deal with a LOT of uncertainty in my life daily
Yes, the odds are stacked against me.
But you know what? I can STILL contribute. From home.
And today's session is a symbol of that for me.
Love you guys!