Jul 7 • General discussion
MASSIVE step for me (believe it or not 😅)
After a ROUGH morning of once again being in fear confusion terror etc..
I used AI and got some information
And the bottom line is, I texted daughter's dad and said that I am physically unable to do a full day of travel at this time.
Which is all true. Yet I felt ashamed and scared.
I also am extremely close to contacting an attorney. That STILL terrifies me but I am realizing more and more that is because her dad was abusive and coercive etc so it made my nervous system literally frozen.
Doing EMDR, ALL these memories are coming back. It is ALL starting to make sense why I feel paralyzingly scared to even speak or ask for help etc
But I can truly only hold it in for so long.
And why should I have to?? I didn't do anything wrong!
I SEE now how he fully took advantage of me.
Especially my memory issues
Why does it matter now? Because we might go to court.
And I am terrified that my brain will freeze and/or I will start crying
But that is BECAUSE he was abusive.
And it is all starting to make sense.
AND it is still terrifying 😅
But that being said, I am telling the truth.
Love you guys!
3
4 comments
MASSIVE step for me (believe it or not 😅)
powered by
skool.com/the-conquerors-9155
Hi guys!! I am SO excited to have you here! This group is for ANYONE who is facing challenges and wants to learn and EXPERIENCE feeling unstoppable!
Suggested communities
Powered by