Notes: This is a community page I've created.Why? How is this deal? Question, thoughts,curiosity and no answers? I believe In God! Always have a d forever ever will, I thank Jesus he was always there when I needed to cry,talk or moan and ask him for blessings God too! I discovered something, I discovered during 2025 warfare in my time of crys,begging God begging Jesus to help..... and It just came across me,no thoughts just crys for help..... I THANKED THE HOLY SPIRIT! He WAS THERE I. THAT INSTANT, HE CAME IN AND ENTERED MY HOME AND ANSWERED MY PRAYER! THERE WAS A message for me later through a post that had come up.... "It is not often the Holy Ghost gets thanked, thank hi, more often he too likes to be Thanked".... ---->SHEZ_THAT.MUM SIGNED AND WRITTEN TRUE EVENTS BY PAMELA TE ARE

For years Kapai had tried to start a family, he even started to think he couldn't conceive. We met 2008.... the years went fast then 2012 came by. This was special year, YIP ,I was pregnant! The joy the love the best news. I was carrying kapais first Child. HIS SON! DUE DATE 18/12/2012 was the date my king,who is today our chief ! Brooklyn entered this world, he was loved so much, and yet he loved with all his heart,he loved everyone no matter what! Brooklyns love was unconditional. He was one of a kind,our world, our taonga. He was intelligent,clever. He was specific, anxiety came with ocd he was a perfectionist. All his teachers would stop me to say how smart and clever he was at age 5, that he was a perfectionist! Amazement. Age 4 he started seeing,dreaming,hearing things that were not real,things that were shadows, that flew,things that were bad, they were mean only Brooklyn seen. Yet we could feel. Something would whisper in his ear, it would pretend to be loved ones!..... Brooklyn would have nightmares and would tell me -"NO MUM DONT SLEEP ON THAT PILLOW,YOU WILL HAVE NIGHTMARES."..... And So it was told that Totara in waipukurau where we lived 2026! Was indeed an old war site! Graves,lost souls,unforgiven souls, energies manifesting.... people of totara street seeing things,children seeing things. Some mentally,physically suffered. Meth was owning souls,meth was cooked in our very house before we had moved in.13a totara street waipukurau.That house was called ...The slaughter house 😔 😨 😢.... We were evicted,I was young and addicted to crack! In denial! Maxed out whatever I could to get another bag,lied,stole,loan companies galore and all for the next bag. Though some things for the eviction didn't add up, the property manager took all of totara to tenancy tribunal court,the landlord didn't know why but supported us through it all! Obviously now I look back to that time,... we were all so damn addicted and we were all in denial! Therefore we didn't see why that happened.... now I look back and...he obviously seen,heard about maybe?..... But he knew we were all addicted to that pipe.and Angela would lose everything she had if we continued to stay! -...What we thought was condensation was most likely the affects of A-class drug use... The property manager had done his homework! I am wowed...What a legend honestly, for years we thought we were wronged! No!

So we met,had green eyed monster blocking my future. I come back from what was meant to have been a 2 day trip to me just about starting another life. But this guy who loved me when I kissed him bye that day,months on he was waiting for me,he was always on my mind in my heart and yes.YES! We were brought back together our souls longed for one another we felt each other and Fate had us find one another and reconnect,this time for eternity ♥ We thenbattled the hurt, I left and his trust broke, why is he with this girl?.... the hurt,jealousy,broken trust,hate.At that time had my older daughter who was with my mum and dad alot, I fell pregnant at 15 and had her at 16.I Do regret not being a responsible mum,the mum she needed,5years ago i would cry to myself, why? MUM GUILT! So the guy i loved i stood by,no matter what! I cried with anger as I hurt but I needed him i was his.For years I I was full of Jelousy and lust. I just turned 18 and he was 32. I didn't know him,I just knew he was loving,caring and needed me to love him. He was a broken man who carried years of trauma,anger and fear.he saw alot yet went through so much at a young age.Some people actually blocked their childhood and teen years out,they were told nothing happened to stop lieing! IMAGINE THAT,WHAT THAT WOULD OF DONE...MENTALLY ! THATS back in the 70s,60s & years before the 60s. I can tell you my mum.64years old! The eldest child.... held what she blocked off from childhood right up until today ... Ican now say and just think about it. It all makes sense. The way she was the way she did things, why she did things! Her actions it made sense.... 😔 had I knowen growing up! -----> SHEZ_THAT.MUM SIGNED AND WRITTEN TRUE EVENTS BY PAMELA TE ARE.

My Partner and I had met 2 weeks before My eldest daughters 1st birthday,she is now 17 year 2025. Fate had brought us together I believe. Lets Rewind back to 2007.My mum and dad had moved to Porangahau on a farm called Mangaorapa.I was a teen who thought I knew best and stayed in Palmerston North. My mum and dad loved mingling and drinking, mu, had got given a cellphone from a young worker who played rugby for Porangahau Rugby team. He obviously hadn't got around to telling his contacts he had passed his old phone on and has a new number. Me being the youngest of 5 I of course needed a new phone and my Mum says "here but I got given this but you might as well have it". Few days go on I'm still in palmy my mum only visited to check in on me and pay those who I stayed with money and get them food for having me. Well so I'm having drinks one Friday night and a text come through..."PLAYING RUGBY TOMORROW BOI" ..... I replied sorry wrong number I've just got this phone.. He replied "Who's this wheres elmo".... I replied... That guy had given his phone to my mum and I have it now.... I'm Pam. He replied I'm Karpz. And that was that... no words no contact of this guy. Until 2008 I moved to Porangahau and Despite being a new young mum at 16 I wanted to party,drink leave my kid home.cos I was still a kid. 2008 We finally met,every 2nd weekend id go out and meet up with him after rugby games. This is a real Man in my eyes,he's not like the rest. He was called Crazy,angry, I'd been told to be careful he's violent he hates kids he will hurt them. THIS WORKED BOTHWAYS! He was being told I'm just a slut,I'm just a kid I just want him for his money,I'm no good for him. But what we felt and seen was different, it was connection , 2 souls who were meant to meet,was love instantly! He was mimeand I was his. Twin flames.I felt him,I heard him I connected with him. He was an angry,hurt,lost man who needed love,needed to be heard, needed to know I wasn't leaving. He needed a chance.