Jun '25 (edited) • General discussion
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My Partner and I had met 2 weeks before My eldest daughters 1st birthday,she is now 17 year 2025.
Fate had brought us together I believe.
Lets Rewind back to 2007.My mum and dad had moved to Porangahau on a farm called Mangaorapa.I was a teen who thought I knew best and stayed in Palmerston North. My mum and dad loved mingling and drinking, mu, had got given a cellphone from a young worker who played rugby for Porangahau Rugby team. He obviously hadn't got around to telling his contacts he had passed his old phone on and has a new number.
Me being the youngest of 5 I of course needed a new phone and my
Mum says "here but I got given this but you might as well have it". Few days go on I'm still in palmy my mum only visited to check in on me and pay those who I stayed with money and get them food for having me.
Well so I'm having drinks one Friday night and a text come through..."PLAYING RUGBY TOMORROW BOI" .....
I replied sorry wrong number I've just got this phone..
He replied "Who's this wheres elmo"....
I replied... That guy had given his phone to my mum and I have it now.... I'm Pam.
He replied I'm Karpz.
And that was that... no words no contact of this guy.
Until 2008 I moved to Porangahau and Despite being a new young mum at 16 I wanted to party,drink leave my kid home.cos I was still a kid.
2008 We finally met,every 2nd weekend id go out and meet up with him after rugby games. This is a real Man in my eyes,he's not like the rest. He was called Crazy,angry, I'd been told to be careful he's violent he hates kids he will hurt them.
THIS WORKED BOTHWAYS!
He was being told I'm just a slut,I'm just a kid I just want him for his money,I'm no good for him.
But what we felt and seen was different, it was connection , 2 souls who were meant to meet,was love instantly! He was mimeand I was his. Twin flames.I felt him,I heard him I connected with him. He was an angry,hurt,lost man who needed love,needed to be heard, needed to know I wasn't leaving. He needed a chance.
I had met him when he was 31 turning 32,me 17 now and turning 18.So much jealousy with those who were in love with him or wanted him but I was in the way,.... I left and I wish I didn't, I left cos I had what I thought was my best friend but was the green eyed monster who hated what my life was, we were 2 solo mums ,young and my parents would have my kid her mu. Stood ground and made her be a mum her son deserved. My so called friend would sabotage us,would take me away then black mail me and say I'm going to go tell him you did...... or be a mother Pam, or she would talk down on me forgetting she was only 2years older not much wiser.called the kettle black! I remember I stayed with my him one day and she got so jealous she grabbed my Eftpos card from my mum and spent it all on lunch at the leopard tavern I. Waipukurau..... I was so angry cos we traveled 30minutes to town to find out of $350 I only had 11 dollars for my daughters 1st Birthday 😢 😔, I yelled at my mum cos she let her do that out of spite and my Mum let it be. $11 and my baby didn't even get a cake a visit or a happy birthday, I like i gad failed my baby,I was looking forward to spoiling her.my parents payday was the week after and they never really got food mostly beer and smokes as they battled workaholic ans alcoholism. This Green eyed monster didn't care.
------>SHEZ_THAT.MUM
SIGNED AND WRITTEN TRUE EVENTS BY PAMELA TE ARE
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