Jun '25 (edited) • General discussion
Part2 Fate,emotions,feelings.... Actions of hurt!
So we met,had green eyed monster blocking my future.
I come back from what was meant to have been a 2 day trip to me just about starting another life.
But this guy who loved me when I kissed him bye that day,months on he was waiting for me,he was always on my mind in my heart and yes.YES! We were brought back together our souls longed for one another we felt each other and Fate had us find one another and reconnect,this time for eternity ♥
We thenbattled the hurt, I left and his trust broke, why is he with this girl?.... the hurt,jealousy,broken trust,hate.At that time had my older daughter who was with my mum and dad alot, I fell pregnant at 15 and had her at 16.I Do regret not being a responsible mum,the mum she needed,5years ago i would cry to myself, why? MUM GUILT!
So the guy i loved i stood by,no matter what! I cried with anger as I hurt but I needed him i was his.For years I I was full of Jelousy and lust. I just turned 18 and he was 32. I didn't know him,I just knew he was loving,caring and needed me to love him. He was a broken man who carried years of trauma,anger and fear.he saw alot yet went through so much at a young age.Some people actually blocked their childhood and teen years out,they were told nothing happened to stop lieing! IMAGINE THAT,WHAT THAT WOULD OF
DONE...MENTALLY ! THATS back in the 70s,60s & years before the 60s.
I can tell you my mum.64years old! The eldest child.... held what she blocked off from childhood right up until today
... Ican now say and just think about it. It all makes sense. The way she was the way she did things, why she did things! Her actions it made sense.... 😔 had I knowen growing up!
-----> SHEZ_THAT.MUM
SIGNED AND WRITTEN TRUE EVENTS BY PAMELA TE ARE.
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Part2 Fate,emotions,feelings.... Actions of hurt!
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