If I have good intent, how to make the universe bend to my will?

Yogesh Sivan

6d (edited) • General discussion

Hello there,

I'm 28M from India, living in India.

So basically, here's what I desire:

A room where I can enjoy alone space for creativity and expanding money.
Whole foods plant based diet
Zero financial dependency on my father (because I've leeched too much from him only to end up in sloth and procrastination)
Modern smartphone and laptop to earn money with the least carbon footprint
Work that fulfills my soul

I want all of this to happen in a few days, and not weeks. I'd be very happy living an independent life with choices.

I have good intent of making sure my parents stop living frugally because I'm being a burden on them (I ain't guilt tripping, spend 15 days with me and you'll know why), but lack/possess:

Proper brain function and capabilities (A brain with an ability to make proper decisions, understand people, their words and educational concepts better, and retain information)
No source of income
No solid skillset (my skillset is comparable to someone in 1950s)
A criminal past, although I've never spent time in prison
Gratitude
A few cents in my bank account
Tendency to take advantage of others knowingly
An acquisitional mindset
No love/empathy
A dysregulated nervous system
Having niceness only in words, not actions + lacking the maturity to take appropriate actions
Expecting everyone to come talk to him and take care of him, while he doesn't show concern towards anyone until the person is of any utility to him

TL; DR, a walking red flag!

Summary: I want the universe to support me and make sure my needs are met until I don't have a job and find my calling to heal the world. I don't want to do a job because the stress in the kind of work we get these days is not worth the loss of peace and time for no worthy contribution to the society.

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