Like I just want the universe to wait for me, while I
- Doomscroll
- Lose focus
- Give in to comfort
- Masturbate way too much
- Waste time
- Don't change my ideologies that have lead to narcissism
Why am I so hypocritical?
That's because I can, and I don't like it. I don't like wasting my parents' precious money. I don't like making them walking on a rope mentally.
But my job is being honest. So I am putting it out here.
I'm too self aware and unwilling to change. That's the problem.
But I want to add value to this community. I postpone replying to y'all just to feed my social media addiction. I'm sorry I keep betraying the world.
Thank you!