W6D4 — THE BREASTPLATE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS
I’ve felt it in small, ordinary moments.
When I answer a question in class without rehearsing the “perfect” version in my head.
When I share an idea even if I’m not fully confident in it.
When I let people see that I don’t have everything figured out.
Normally, I tighten. My chest gets rigid. My thoughts speed up. I start managing how I’m perceived.
But lately, there have been moments where I just stay. I don’t over-explain. I don’t withdraw. I don’t shrink.
I let myself be visible without trying to control the outcome.
If I truly believe I’m already covered, then I don’t have to earn my place in the room.
That hits directly at my fear of rejection and leadership.
I often hesitate because I don’t want to fail publicly. I don’t want to look incompetent. I don’t want to be exposed. So I stay reserved.
But if my identity is settled not based on performance then I can afford to participate.
Receiving righteousness means I don’t have to prove I belong.
I already belong.
So I can speak.
I can lead when necessary.
I can act without obsessing over how it reflects on me.
It lowers the stakes of visibility.
It would look like me choosing action before overthinking takes over.
It would look like me speaking when clarity is sufficient, not complete.
It would look like me refusing isolation when pressure rises.
When stress comes, my instinct is to retreat into control, analysis, or silence. Protecting openness means I interrupt that pattern. I return to truth. I stay present. I engage anyway.
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Tahidu alhassan Abdul-wahid
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W6D4 — THE BREASTPLATE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS
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