As I write this, I’m sitting at a café in the Guadalajara airport. What I thought was going to be a swift journey back to the States has become another night in the city. My flight was oversold and I didn’t have a seat — and somehow, even that feels symbolic. Either way, the airline is taking care of the accommodation and I’ll be on a flight in the morning.
Yesterday we had the New Moon Solar Eclipse ushering in the Year of the Fire Horse. I had a list of things to finish for work, packing to do, and in the middle of all of it, my first booking came through in my new system — the one I’ve been hesitating to fully step into because it’s far more intricate than what I was using before.
The booking went through… and so did a big mistake on my end.
For a moment, I felt it — that old tightening. But with a little recalibration on the back end, it was corrected. The new client wasn’t bothered. Everything was fine.
And it struck me: change doesn’t arrive polished. It arrives asking us to respond differently than we used to.
The version of me that has been in an intense uncovering for the last seven years… she doesn’t quite exist in the same way anymore. The one who clung to control. The one who needed a plan to feel safe.
These past few weeks especially, I’ve known something had to shift. I can’t continue doing things the same way and expect a different result.
So, who am I now?
I’m still understanding her. She’s still wild — but rooted. Devotional, but strategic. A High Priestess of her inner sanctuary. A lighthouse, not to lead anyone blindly, but to help them see themselves clearly.
And if I’m honest, I’ve been selling myself short in certain ways. Playing smaller than my capacity. Staying visible online while sometimes disconnecting from the grounded embodiment that real structure requires.
This moment feels bigger than a delayed flight or a system upgrade. It feels like a collective turning.
So I ask, who are you becoming right now?
🔸 Are you still operating from an older version of yourself because it feels familiar?
🔸 Are you holding onto visions that once fit, but no longer expand you?
🔸 Where are you hesitating to evolve because the next level requires more structure, more responsibility, more fire?
This isn’t about being impulsive or reckless. It’s not about burning everything down.
It’s about refinement. About building strategies that allow life to move through them. About becoming secure enough within yourself to hold a greater capacity — for visibility, for impact, for depth.
As I prepare for the relaunch of The Mysterium, I feel this threshold clearly.
The question isn’t just whether I’m ready.
It’s whether you are.
➡️ Are you ready to move from preparation into embodiment? From wood into fire?
I have two spaces left before the Spring Equinox for Vision Quest — 30-day Soul Retrieval journeys for those who know they are no longer who they were, but need support crossing into who they’re becoming.
If that’s you, comment “VISION QUEST.”
Let this be the season you stop circling the edge of your own expansion.