This Fixed My Social Anxiety (After 9 Years Of Hell)

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In March 2022, I had cold sweat in air conditioned rooms, no one believing in me, betrayal from multiple friend groups, skinny as shit, insecure, lost my best friend, lost my crush, heavily addicted to porn, video games, social media, binge watching Youtube and Chinese Dramas for hours on end, jacking off consistently, fantasizing over girls with my friends that I can’t even meet in real life, eating shit food every day, stalking my crush, crying everyday, not being able to do a single pushup or run 400 meters without stopping and I was going to retain this year.

I lost count of the amount of days where I was walking down the dark, gloomy, compact school corridors, head drooped downwards, back hunched like shit because I didn’t even dare to make a single amount of eye contact at all. Every night, I’m literally looking outside my bedroom window, wanting to end my existence, because I genuinely thought that God had wasted his energy creating me on this Earth.

I tried everything. Speaking to a therapist, parents, friends, journaling, mediating and just “loving myself.” But nothing seems to ever alleviate that social anxiety suffering in the slightest.

Until I learnt something after 4 months of experimentation, that saved me, everyone wanted to become my friend, girls wanted me, I was smiling everyday and finally free of the thoughts of wanting to kill myself.

I needed to want to escape bad enough and give up everything. When I was in the worst state of my life, everything had to be given up to escape. It did not come from just watching more motivational podcasts, videos or social skills experts. It all comes down to you and how much you want to escape.

“No one can help you out of your suffering, unless you genuinely want to get out of it 100%”

I hope this gave you hope that social anxiety suffering can be cured. If you need help about your situation to destroy social anxiety, send me a DM bro. I know what it’s like when no one understands you, you feel stuck in hell and don’t know what to do. I never want to see anyone kill themself over social anxiety again, take care bro.

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