I was telling my mum how my brain still looks for something to worry about. I still dont know this new way of living yet. Peace. And she said i still do that and it wont ever leave you.
I said it will leave me mum because im doing the work !!
She didnt say nothig. But i know it wont be like thid forever. I have so much hope and believe now. I feel the changes. Like i didnt want to go gym this morning because im not well. But i knew id be letting myself down. The old me would have made excuses but the new me shows up.
I am π― feeling happy again