Last night I had a dream— I beleive God sends messages in this way.. I had said to one of my adult children that this was not a life to be celebrated and I have realized that though his life was mostly sad and chaotic and distructive..Which is funny as I have not done a phone transespecialy need to celebrate that he no longer suffers (as a believer eventhough5 but mainly for bluelight protection and for costuming my outfit—- My kids and friends know I wear them as a mask-as they either enhance or hide the expression of my eyes. (I love big elton john style glasses that have a statement. Anyway, I can not read the card numbers… So I look to my daughter Charity and say get me another pair of glasses ( I have a large case with my many Masks displayed) she gets another and now the numbers are totally not what I thought they were and they are crystal clear. — And that is the message— we must look through new lenses to see what is actually there right in front of us… Over the weekend I lost my brother to a drug overdose. (he has struggled almost his entire adult life). This was his 4th overdose. the inevitable has finally occured. I had said to one of my adult children that this was not a life to be celebrated and I have realized that though his life was mostly sad and chaotic and distructive to those he loved…. his family and children especialy need to celebrate that he no longer suffers (as a believer eventhough he struggled in life- I know he is with Heavenly Father now and at peace). — I am stepping back and looking at everything in my life with new lenses— making sure I have the correct perspective on what is really right in front of me. The Cycles of Pain may surround me at the moment but like a drop in a puddle they will subside so the reflection in the water is clear again.