THE VOID - That weird, lonely, in-between bit where everything is shifting...
Hello, duh, bring it… gonna say this as it is because I’m in it right now…
I feel like I’m going through a really TOUGH-ISH SHIT-ISH time in my life…
And it’s a tad weird because one minute I’m like GO GO GO, life is amazing, I feel grateful as fck for everything I have… and I AM… I really am…
But then there’s this other side…
And it’s like the last 27+ years of my life have just… dissipated… shifted… changed… (for lots of reasons I’m not even gonna get into right now…)
And this year I’m gonna be 53… and no this isn’t an age thing… I think we hit these points at different times in our lives…
But when I look back…
OOOFFF…
I feel like there’s been so much shit… so many fck-ups… so much time given to other people… so much of me… not fully choosing me…
And I think this is EXACTLY why my voice has been getting louder, bolder more Mimi-er…
Because it’s like… it’s about fcking time…
Time I take FULL control of my life.
And yeah… I’ve always done that to an extent… but if I’m really honest with myself…
I’ve given in way too easily…
I’ve doubted myself a lot…
I haven’t fully trusted myself the way I know I can…
And now…
I’m in that space…
That VOID.
That in-between bit where… I’m not who I was… but I’m not fully who I’m becoming yet either…
And it feels totes…
lonely…
scary…
uncertain…
but also…
like I’m on the edge of something fcking BIG.
Because here’s the thing…
I DO have an amazing life.
I live in Bali… I have incredible friends… a home I absolutely adore… the sweetest fluffiest girl in the world… a business I love… clients, members… all of it…
And at the same time…
there’s been a ripping away…
a letting go…
a loss of parts of my past…
Because I’m shifting. Properly big time shifting.
Into… whatever this next version is…
And I don’t even fully have the words for it yet…
But I know one thing…It’s not about giving less fcks…
It’s about giving the RIGHT fcks…
FULLY AF 🤘
My values.
My voice.
What I stand the ef for.
What I’m no longer available for. (this line made me think deep, I will be back with a huge shift that I was playing wrong)
So yeah…
If you’re in that void right now…
that weird, empty, in-between space…
where everything feels like it’s changing and you can’t quite grab hold of it yet…
I see you.
I’m in it too.
How are you moving through it?
Because I know one thing for sure…
I ain't going backwards 🤘
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