Day 18+19+20 /150 02 June - 04 June 2026 (June was supposed to be a month of my comeback 🤡) I am officially at the stage jaha py ap py responsibilities a jati hain, ap ko pta lgny lg jata hai k bchy سنبھالنا kitna mushkil hai or what is the duality of life 😮💨 Khair… 02 june Started a normal day Ghr ka کام kia, posture exercise ki and then did what i do normally Us dn net b khrab tha tu bra mood off hua tha Khair us dn mai ny linkedin py phli post ki, or upwork k lie 100 تصو یر یں li, un mai sy aik select ki, phr us aik ko 100 prompts dy kr gemini sy edit krwaya, now i understand why prompt engineering is so important Us dn mjy فلو b tha, kaam b sahi sy ni ho pa rha that tu mood overall off tha Phr sham mai mjy mery chahcho (papa’s cousin) ki death ki khbr mili phr udhr chli gaye, cousins ny phr ghr ni any diya or mai ny udr hi stay kiya 03 june Duality of life I woke up late, because last night i slept around 3am Then at 10 am had breakfast , again went to میت wala ghr phr udr sy hospital chly gaye Because i became خالہ once again to a beautiful baby boy, so now my sisters elder son is my responsibility for a few day, i have to take care of him( he is sleeping besides me while i am writing journal) Kl دوپہر sy i am raking care of him, responsibility of feeding him, cleaning him (except changing diapers, i am not goona do that abhi), putting him to sleep, preparing his food (he is 1.5 years old and he call me mama honestly i love it, him calling me mama, pointing towards me when someone asks him where is mama), going where ever he goes, at night placing pillows all around him to make sure he doesnt fall from bed, waking up at night 3-4 times to give him feeder, sometimes putting him in my lap because he will not sleep on bed, somgimg him lullaby all this while managing my own life is a hugeeeeee thinggggg, i have done alot of difficult things in my life but this thing, this duty really demands alot from you, yet these little innocent souls make you smile through out the day (Allhamdulillah)