I want to share some personal experience I always say this word when I was struggling for praying " I'm on struggling phase of namaz for myself and others too" May hamesha is word ka istamaal krty thy or may hamesha say hy namaz sary prhnay ma struggle Krrhy thy but when I shift my mind and say to myself may namaz prhty Hoon so I start praying more than last year. I learn jb hum continuously apnay ap say negative talk krtay rhay gay to hum negative phase may hy rhtay hain. It's not lie to yourself but " apnay apko wo wali feeling Daina jo apko task ka bdd feel hoty hai wo bhi zrori hai."