this week I am Creating · LOCK IN SEASON

this week I am Creating

All my work got canceled. A beautiful invitation to get fully locked into my own process and get my reps in. This week feels like going to the gym before a big game, happening end of the month.

So this week I CREATE for THE SAKE OF CREATING. Not to post. Without pressure to achieve. To get into the energy of creating out of joy again.

I create to get into a state so present and aware of my self limiting / judging / inner critic and i expose it through the process of creating.

I create through filming or recording myself, having the conversation with myself that i can never get to.

This week i take all the time and determination to train myself to get to a space of creating without pressure

This week i remember to take space from the processes

I remember to go for walks to slow down or to hype myself up

I remember that i am allowed to slow down and i am allowed to hype myself up

I remember above all else not to take things so seriously and to laugh, have fun.

I remember Joy, Acceptance, Forgiveness, Surrender, Patience, Gratitude, Love are Essential to this process and i apply it constantly, diligently

I remember to feel before i speak, and create from this felt place. If i am too mental, i take time to slow down and come back into my body before creating.

I remember creating must always be a process of Lovemakeing

I remember that all it/I want is to be heared&loved, seen&loved, understood&loved, felt&loved

I remember i create from a place of i am worthy & deserving to create my own story, express it authentically and be successful in doing so.

I remeber to remain positive and immediatly detach from anything negative

This week i give myself the space to train myself in creating without being the victim of my own judgement, but rising above it and using it as fuel to become more creative and expressive in the process

And on Sunday i have a dearmouring/lingam healing session, just to sprinkle it off

And this is all in preparation for next week, and then last week of November which will be fireworks.

Excited , finally again

Love 🤍 Vic

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