Started posting much more again, finding my momentum and message. I am still clearing the path and making visible what really wants to express through me, by me wanting it for me. A process of finding worth in feeling joy and expressing it from that place. Meaning, as a chef would make content on food, what is my content anchor? Teaching me to find a structure before letting my creativity loose. Writing on my accomplishments feels strange, stranger than writing about what still needs to be done. So i am taking this update as an invitation to allow myself gratitude for what has been done already. It`s funny how these `small` external actions/expressions that take huge internal processing and work, still feel like not enough, still feel like i`ve only taken a very small step. But there you go I have worked a lot this week, hosting groups in a private dining space, so had less time to move with other stuff but it has given me a very important insight on what direction i want to pour my energy into. A calling is becoming clearer to create my own sanctuary, a center where i can host people and give them an experience to remember, reconnect and feel free again. My intention this week is to write on it, and create more clarity on this pathway. A dream i have been having for a while but somehow always said `later in my life i will create a center`. Why is later not now? This is what i am diving into this week. I am making progress for sure, small steps into a very dark path that i just KNOW will lead me into my living from my own light. And there`s my freedom. Small steps is movement nonetheless, and who is to say what is small and big? So let`s go with the narrative that i am making BIG MOVES. That feels better Gracias Xxx

Five months ago I woke up with crippling anxiety around a project I just knew I had to build. Every morning came with a new wave of "what ifs". What if I fail. What if it goes wrong. What if I ruin everything. I used to bulldoze through those thoughts thinking I crushed them. However, that usually ends up with hitting walls haha. Often in very spectacular fashion. Now I practice a different method. I lean into the fear. Dismantle it. 99,99% of the cases, none of that anxiety is rooted in reality. It's my system trying to warn me for shit that doesn't exist. Following your dreams / purpose / mission... it rarely feels soft. It drags you straight toward the stuff you're scared of. That's why most people never follow it at all. The moment you make a real move toward the thing you want, resistance shows up instantly. Mental blocks. Random chaos. Your body acting up. Ego stories about why you should slow down or pick a safer path. (or saying "you don't have tine haha). People even get sick the moment they finally commit. I have seen it too many times to ignore. Few people realise all this. A lot of it happens subconsciously. It is a collision. It is the moment your old self starts fighting for survival. If something scares you and still feels true, move toward it. The resistance is proof you are aimed in the right direction. I am building this community to help men with all this. To dream big, get after it, and find support and accountability along the way. You guys are early, I appreciate you all for being here. So tell me, are you going after your goals, or are you playing it safe? Are you preparing some magic for 2026? It's go time. Rich ⚔️ PS: If you know more guys that would thrive here, bring them over. I am gonna raise prices exponentially soon.

All my work got canceled. A beautiful invitation to get fully locked into my own process and get my reps in. This week feels like going to the gym before a big game, happening end of the month. So this week I CREATE for THE SAKE OF CREATING. Not to post. Without pressure to achieve. To get into the energy of creating out of joy again. I create to get into a state so present and aware of my self limiting / judging / inner critic and i expose it through the process of creating. I create through filming or recording myself, having the conversation with myself that i can never get to. This week i take all the time and determination to train myself to get to a space of creating without pressure This week i remember to take space from the processes I remember to go for walks to slow down or to hype myself up I remember that i am allowed to slow down and i am allowed to hype myself up I remember above all else not to take things so seriously and to laugh, have fun. I remember Joy, Acceptance, Forgiveness, Surrender, Patience, Gratitude, Love are Essential to this process and i apply it constantly, diligently I remember to feel before i speak, and create from this felt place. If i am too mental, i take time to slow down and come back into my body before creating. I remember creating must always be a process of Lovemakeing I remember that all it/I want is to be heared&loved, seen&loved, understood&loved, felt&loved I remember i create from a place of i am worthy & deserving to create my own story, express it authentically and be successful in doing so. I remeber to remain positive and immediatly detach from anything negative This week i give myself the space to train myself in creating without being the victim of my own judgement, but rising above it and using it as fuel to become more creative and expressive in the process And on Sunday i have a dearmouring/lingam healing session, just to sprinkle it off And this is all in preparation for next week, and then last week of November which will be fireworks.

Aho to all bredren November feels super transformative on my end. It feels like a final level slaying dragon, one more deep dive into the abyss, reclaiming self worth from when it got shut down. This month i am moving dedicated, focused, yet very slowly expanding towards full bloom of expression of my own truth, from felt place, not my usual mask and protection barrier. These dynamics, am i good enough, it should be more this or that, how many layers still? November invites me not to heal but to bring safety and gentle acknowledgement. for myself, not for other, but expressing externally and not more internally. Unhooking the paradox and reclaiming my birthright to feel worthy , enough and validate myself, all from feeling. Myself!! Part1. Sitting with my goals now for this month. Love 🤍