I'm a nice person with a big heart. I get taken advantage of a lot. And it doesn't matter how many times it happens it still hurts. I was talking to my therapist a long time ago and I told her that I wish that some of the people that have really hurt me would one day feel what it's like to be disregarded so fast and hurt so deeply, And what she told me really made me stop and think. She told me that maybe that is not what their journey is about this time around. And she is right. I don't know what anyone's journey is about. I'm not even sure what my journey is about.