Two nights ago, one of my cats, Hoku, fought for his life. We have an adventure cat. Curious, confident, always wanting to explore a little beyond the comfort zone. At 10 p.m., when we got home from celebrating Mother’s Day early, he ignored our rules and slipped past us out the door. Chris always worries when they do that and wants to chase them for hours on end. I don’t chase him anymore—he comes home when he wants to anyway and rudely avoids us until then. At 2 a.m., Chris woke up first. I heard him say, “fuck,” and that’s what woke me up. I vaguely heard the noise—but his voice is what had it register in my sleep. And then I heard the scuffle outside. It sounded like a scream of death coming from outside. Chris was out of bed instantly, fearing it was Hoku. When he got outside, he didn’t see anything at first—so he thought maybe it was one of the neighbor’s chickens. But it wasn’t. It was Hoku. In the mouth of a coyote. We found out today the neighbor thought it was just a cat fight going on for fifteen minutes in her yard. Fifteen minutes. (We think her house blocked the noise and thats why we didnt wake up sooner). Which explains why when he came home—shaken, punctured, but alive—there was coyote fur stuck in his claws and he had blood on him; not from his own wounds. He didn’t just survive. He fought. And Chris jumped in, councidentally right when there was no other choice for survival. I was praying while Chris was out there. And I pray for their protection all the time. I truly believe (thru experience) our highest human potential is knowing we are one with God. That everything the Creator of All That Is... the Creator of every dimension, creature, planet, ocean, cosmo, etc- designed- we also have access to. I work to embody this Divine Birthright and keep this relationship open and close... because having friends in high places is important. ---- And because I’ve spent years doing this work— learning how to regulate, how to clear, how to support the body through shock, how to actually partner with something higher—

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One of our members in here was listening to a podcast and shared with me the other day how the spiritual thought leader was pondering "The Matrix" and wondering if the animal aggression and predatory nature of the "cycle of life" is even an inversion. This makes me curious to explore it. And if we explore it and we find something off- we can work to harmonize it. This would be a more cosmic type exploration and is the type of exploration I cant wait to have some advanced students work with me on once you guys get some trainings in. Things like our own preconceptions of what we think is true can block the information in and I want to be sure to have seasoned people that are familiar with "getting their personality out of the way" /ego so we can be open explorers into the nature of what we are, what we are doing here- and deconstruct the larger cosmic issues. Another BELIEF/THEORY I have is that those that are "lightworkers" that are here on this planet at this time- came here now because good guys- like heavenly allies can't just interfere without permission. Right- only the "fallen angels" (et al) interfere and tempt astray... BUT if the good guys incarnate in... we take a punch in the face or find ourselves entangled in a dark web of earth karma- we now dismantle it from the inside. At least thats the meaning I give myself for all of the hardship and govt traps Ive found myself in in my lifetime (like student loans, small business red tape to success like excess taxes, and this family court mess, even professional licensure is a leash). I'm just dismantling them from the inside. So checking out the cosmic stuff, dismantling all this red tape Id love to have some of you guys really fluent in the field work and us explore and heal and gain wisdom and advance together. ALSO- my old king fu teacher shared ANOTHER theory that the "lightworkers" here are beings like the Arch Angels, benign demi Gods & Goddesses, enlightened masters etc. We can also use constellations to explore who are we outside our human consciousness... is that even a thing? or are we just influenced by some of those conscious energies out there? How does it work?

A person kept asking why life felt so heavy. They were doing all the right things.Showing up. Trying hard. Carrying everyone. Pushing through. But every day, without realizing it, they kept adding rocks to the backpack on their shoulders. A rock called resentment.A rock called guilt.A rock called fear.A rock called needing everyone to understand.A rock called trying to control what was never theirs to carry.A rock called the old story of “I have to do everything alone.” Then one day they stopped asking, “How do I get stronger?”And asked a better question: “What can I put down?” That was the day life began to feel lighter. Sometimes healing isn’t about becoming someone new.Sometimes it’s about releasing what was never meant to stay. Moral of the story:You don’t always need more strength.Sometimes you need less weight. 👇 What is one rock you’re ready to set down this week?

I know that this isn't quite about Human Potential- although it is about determination and self empowerment- but since there are a lot of court victim people in here- I want to make sure you guys all have the memo about the attorney who has been working behind the scenes. We are working on collecting evidence- and well- we might need you to make some. So please either join us tomorrow, Wednesday evening at 6pm PST or on Saturday at 3pm PST so she can tell you how to file legally sound complaints on judicial officers and attorneys that are not doing their jobs... Details of the plan will have to be kept confidential for attorney intellectual property but you are going to want to be a part of this. If you or someone you know needs some accountability and justice and to participate in ending this unconstitutional torture- please attend or tell your whomever to attend.