I AM HERE TO DECLARE YOUR ONE DAY IS HERE!!!!
THE FUTURE IS NOW.
I was working out on my vibration plate (I'm also recovering from falling very hard down the stairs twice in the month of May), and I was just in the zone. I was so focused and I may have even punched out (with hand weights) some anger and frustration stored up from all that is going on in my house the last 7 weeks (construction) and recent interactions with individuals.
There is honestly way too much to try to type it all here that led to this point, but I'll give a tiny little summary:
I broke up with my ex 2 years ago and he has been hovering ever since. I keep on giving him another chance (even if it's just friends) and every time I am severely disappointed by the ways he devalues others. So I have accepted the fact that this is who is and is not someone I want to be with (never really was) and I need to just move on. It's been hard just cutting him off because our families go way back and he is a disabled vet. And I even run into his family at events for my niece and things of the like. So it's like cutting off a family member. However, I am at the point that I don't need to go "no contact" type of thing to cut him off anymore...
Back to today...
I'm working out and I feel amazing even with the boat load of crap I'm dealing with on a daily basis. I get into a meditative state (I did 2 of Aaron's meditations today prior to working out Divine Mother Meditation, and Heart Coherence), and I start seeing/remembering all of the times I've said, "One day I'll do this...", "One day I'll do that...", etc. And at the same time, flashes went through my head of different things I have been doing to nourish and take care of my mind, body, soul, and spirit recently.
And then I could feel the alignment.... as the oscillations shook some of that old stored up trauma out of my body, I integrated some more.
Then I heard, "YOUR ONE DAY IS HERE!" No more waiting for that one day to come, IT HAS ARRIVED!
I felt like every cell in my being was jumping for joy. I came on here to type this up to encourage you all as well that YOUR ONE DAY IS HERE!
As I started to type this, a Sabrina Carpenter song came on Amazon and the lyrics fit well so I went to see the video and look at the lyrics and I almost fell on the floor!
So interesting at 1 minute in the song when she sings "cut you off", the guys are by a wrought iron gate in the city. My ex and I used to go to Catholic school together when we were very young 5-7 years old. Our first kiss was in front of the iron gates to the school yard. When we got together 40 years later we went back to this spot for our 1 year anniversary and re-enacted our childhood kiss. If you have seen the video you will also see that Sabrina is working out in a school gym and the boys were fighting over her. That's what my ex did back in the day! LOL and I was working out when I had the above epiphanies. Other lines in the song really sound like him too. 😂 Side note, I've been to that church in the video.
Think of all the times you ever said, "One Day I'll....." or "One Day it will be like this....", maybe even journal them. Realize you can do every single one of those things right now! There is no reason to wait. Start embodying all of those things you always said you wanted to be or do! JUST DO IT! YOUR TIME IS NOW!
There is another layer to the above story I wanted to add:
The day before this epiphany I had to go out to my niece's recital. This was big for me for many reasons - I have PTSD and I don't really go out much to places with bright lights and loud noises, especially if it is with my mother. But this night I finally decided to break out of my conformity box and wear my hair BIG like I've wanted to do for a while but have not in this circle because of how judgey they are. So I stepped up and was myself, and those who resonated complimented me (and one guy even gave me his number 😂).
But that's not all....
2 years ago when I broke up with my boyfriend (twin flame type of relationship) I went to my niece's recital which happened to be at the Catholic elementary school that me and my ex went to together. So it was extremely hard to go there and sit through it (it was also one of the last shows my dad came to).
This year (this past Saturday), the recital was at a different Catholic High School and it was so good! I was so engaged and all the dancers did so well! I didn't think of my ex at all! I mean it not once... until the next day when I had the above epiphany and the Sabrina video actually brought my attention to it.
You see I had to step up and embrace myself and not worry about making a good "impression" I just needed to be comfortable with expressing myself in whatever form. And because I did, it's like I got an upgrade and the universe confirmed it with the music video! LOL #truestory
EMBRACE AND EXPRESS YOURSELF.
YOUR ONE DAY IS HERE!
Love you all!
😘❤️🙏
Update 6/17 - WOW!!!! So my ex texted last night and this time I responded, I'm always cordial. He starts complaining about how rough his last 2 weeks were (I haven't answered or reached out to him at all during that time, prior to this he texted me almost every day.) He doesn't know but his brother (they live together) reached out to me yesterday because they've been having issues. I told his brother that I was sorry but I'm out of the picture for good now and he's going to get some of what used to be sent my way.
So I'm being cordial with the ex but I'm not really sharing anything, just reading his texts - he has a whole lot to say. We were cordial, had a convo but then, without getting into all the details, he crossed a line and I held to my boundaries. He got offended and the next thing I know he was like, "Do you even want to be friends anymore?" I told him friends respect each other. I did end up sharing a little bit about how much better I've been doing the last 2 weeks working out, healing, etc. and some how we very gently parted ways. 🙏 See I didn't have to cut him off, he did it all on his own, when I held to my boundaries and didn't react to him.
Also, yesterday morning I started writing a letter to my "Angry" self and it ended up being a really powerful time where I was able to love and embrace myself but then I moved into a flow state and did sort of a chord cutting ceremony with my mother, and a whole bunch of stuff shifted today!
My ex was basically the mirror of my mother. If it wasn't for the karmic relationship with him, I would not have fully seen the entanglement with my mother. So I am grateful but it's time to move on from both of them. 🙏
And here is Aaron's newest Instagram clip confirming the ONE DAY message:
The meditations I mention above are only available in the Shift Academy but here are other ones available for free:
Feathers
oh and another side not, as someone who has always been into fashion (even went to fashion school) I really didn't like those Fuchsia shoes with that outfit she has on in the gym.... I would have chosen a different pair or put the same color bow in her hair. 😂