I was thinking as I was not happy in the country I live in cause I was feeling lost and dunno where I belong as I didn’t find my soul tribe yet but this message came to me that made me wonder…and I started questioning those beliefs and i was asking myself why don’t I just enjoy “the normal” or what I can call “ the gray area” why does it has to be either black or white why not just enjoy the unknown road? What if things turned out better than I can imagine? What if im all that surviving to achieve a “quality” of life and not life itself? What if I just allowed my life to be just normal? What if the gray area is not as bad as my nervous system thinks? What if it’s just a time to rest and heal until my big day comes unexpectedly?