Toxic Relationships (Social Groups and Individual)

I was in a relationship with somebody (and her social group) this woman was - from the beginning (childhood) more-so the type to be narcissistic. She was always mean when we were younger, her and her siblings.

Eventually she did seem to help me out tremendously in my late 20s. Then when she did help me to a point, she began - essentially humiliating me in front of a bunch of people at parties (parties of many of my friends, I saw immediately by their reactions, but wasn’t in the right state of mind at the time (she comes from a peer group of religious narcissists)

Fast forward to more recent, I found out she got an entire group of people (behavior techs and such) to take my life with drugs, cigarettes, slowly into heart failure. (Previous to this I had 7 or so major cardiac events that made my left side of my body not work well)

They were all into many addictive things and she got with a few of the guys there and decided to ask them to do that deed - in an institutional setting, with these behavioral techs and therapists that played along with this.

I hit a point of complete heart failure and my heart stopped in an ER. I then received an Ativan shot because I woke back up somehow and then woke up 5 days later with a severely hurt neck. By these behavioural techs.

Then she used this law to keep these guys around me constantly (a law to release me to them without me knowing at all) they then tortured me and everyone around to keep me decided from everyone around.

Just recently, I understood (and heard her ask the few guys there to attempt my life)

Countless hours and childhood, we spent together most of our waking and sleeping hours in the last 2 years or so)

And she threw all of that away for those same people that ended up doing her the worst I have ever seen anyone because she got them arrested or something. The absolute worst things I have seen done to a woman and me not able to do anything because of this state of mind I was in more so than her (but her narcissistic group ways - that she showed them to do, I figured out) kept her and me from being able to stop this entire year and a half from happening.

And she seemingly has developed multiple personalities due to her being tough, but still susceptible to what was being done. The most depressing person to still see call those guys up and have sex with many guys at a time. The most disgusting way a group could treat anybody and she still chooses that life that is truly detrimental in so many ways, I’m in disbelief at what she still shows in her character.

I would always help by telling her how I see it from an outside perspective, but I will never have a place in my life for her, only because all trust was lost, all trust is lost every time I see her still to this day.

Narcissism is the most difficult habit to break. And people can have only opportunities to leave that situation, and still be susceptible because of drugs and other addictions.

The reason I see narcissism in such a way is because I see addiction, codependence and lost hope for some people's past life that can’t get passed those things. Even when they deserve it.

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Toxic Relationships (Social Groups and Individual)