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Physical changes

Hey everybody! I hope this post finds you well 😊 I have a question about physical changes while going through the “awakening” process, if you will.

Every night before bed, I listen to different meditation music with different vibrational frequencies. I tend to choose whichever ones call to me. When I did the throat chakra the first time, oh boy. I couldn’t shut up 🤣

I’ve noticed some negative changes to my physical appearance. While doing research, one person said that it’s like fixing an old pipe: everything that’s backed up starts to come out so it will run correctly again. Also, many years ago I came across a YouTube channel that was a woman speaking about finding yourself after emotional and physical abuse, and how that impacts you. She said that while she was finding her voice through it all, she became “ugly”: her hair, her skin, she felt tired a lot and everything was “off”.

I came to find this community on accident. I was trying not to ruminate on a specific person. I found a ton of insightful information, which led to deeper learning and understanding of myself. Well with that has come some serious changes, not only with my mental state and how I carry myself. But physically, as well. My hair isn’t shiny and full of life anymore, it feels dry like straw and limp. My skin is so dry and that’s never been an issue for me, EVER. No amount of lotion seems to help, either. My complexion went to trash. (I was lucky enough in high school to not have any problems with my complexion, so maybe this is karma 🤣)

I’m not one to care about things like physical appearance. I used to model, I used to spend a ton of time on my outward appearance. But a few years ago I was almost 400 pounds and beyond caring about that or myself. I’ve lost 210 of those pounds, I’m happy to say, but I mention it because I quit caring for a long time. Quit caring in the wrong ways, I should say. I wanted to be invisible. After being idolized for how I looked for so long, I wanted to be ugly and shun the world away. It was almost like a goal: approach the bog witch if you dare. During that time I was drinking very heavily and using recreational drugs. I no longer partake in those activities. But even during those times none of these physical changes manifested. Not until around August of last year, when I threw myself in to this journey.

Coincidence? Has anyone else experienced something similar?

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