I AM THE ONE - a year later · High Vibe Tribe

I AM THE ONE - a year later

Exactly a year ago today 8/8/25, I had this breakthrough! My life has never been the same! I am finally LOVING and BEING ME!

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On 8/8 I was trying to work on my throat chakra as I felt like something was stuck in my throat, or even like I was being choked at times. Working through this and processing so many things with the Tribe this last month, showed me that the blockage was actually in my heart (I was just flooded with fire as I typed this).❤️‍🔥

I believe part of it has to do with the fact that I have always been the kind of person who believed in the one true love story. Years ago when I left my ex-fiancée I loved him, I always loved him, it was one of the hardest choices I ever had to make, but I did it for a higher calling.😇

Now that he has passed away (exactly 8 months ago), I guess there was still something inside me holding on or didn't want to let go (even though it's been 20 years). I think part of it is the narrative of the one true love... If I let him go does that mean he wasn't my one true love? If I let him go, am I letting go of the idea of the one true love??? Or (what I really think) if I don't let him go, I don't have to open up my heart to anyone else, because he was my one true love. And yesterday it came down to just that....subconsciously I was keeping my heart closed off to the possibility of there ever being anyone else. I thought I was just ok with not looking for the "one", and being ok with the holy life I chose (a more recent ex proved me wrong!🤣).

Back in early July as I entered a flow state (I am still in), I started playing with my tambourine, rain stick, percussion eggs and ankle shaker… It was out of nowhere, the song “Radio” by Lana Del Rey came on and my body just took over! It was an amazing high and I have been playing that song every day since!

Well, on 7/17 I was at my friend's house dog sitting and I wanted to keep the dogs occupied so I put on YouTube and looked for the video for “Radio”…. I almost fell on the floor when I saw the video was the MATRIX!!!

Between all of these synchronicities (and other things I’ve been processing) I realized today, that in the movie the Matrix, it wasn’t about the love story between Trinity and Neo (like they show in the video)….

It was about NEO KNOWING HE WAS THE ONE!

All these years I have been looking for the ONE…

All these years I have been many things and lived many lives but not my own…..

ALL THIS TIME I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR ME!!!! I AM THE ONE!!!

Thank you to Aaron and this beautiful tribe for helping me FIND THE ONE! 🙏

Also as a side note, These lyrics resonate with me on so many levels. I started reconnecting with myself back in 2017. That led me to move to LA, which is where I bought all those instruments above... I was finally becoming myself in LA... then I made one wrong decision and I hit rock bottom! BUT IM BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER!😂

"No one even knows how hard life was

I don't even think about it now because

I finally found you

Oh, sing it to me"

"Now my life is sweet like cinnamon

Like a fucking dream I'm living in

Baby, love me 'cause I'm playing on the radio

(How do you like me now?)

Pick me up and take me like a vitamin'

Cause my body's sweet like sugar venom,

oh yeah

Baby, love me 'cause I'm playing on the radio(How do you like me now?)"

No one even knows what life was like

Now I'm in LA and it's paradise

I finally found you

Oh, sing it to me"

Edit: I forgot to add this part: "I've been processing and unpacking a lot of deeply rooted core beliefs this week. At the same time I have had the privilege of multiple people in this Tribe sharing their art/themselves with me, some in public posts, some privately. I am always so deeply touched when someone shares a piece of themselves like that. I feel so blessed and filled with love for them. What I am also realizing is that I see pieces of myself in each and every one of you and it floods me with more love for myself. But before the flood Im going through this whole process of working out why I don't show myself to others. Why I always froze on stage when I had a solo, why I won't let anyone in. Sometimes I get jealous when other people get to be themselves.... Now instead I realize what I said above, "I see pieces of myself in each and every one of you and it just floods me with more love for myself", not jealousy. This overwhelming flood of love fills me inside, like a waterfall flowing from above into my head/crown and floods my being. And as the water floods light bursts forth breaking every lie and stronghold that has held me captive within my own mind. Every day more and more pieces that dont belong break off my soul.. and it is because of beautiful people like you! 🙏" I originally wrote this on Forrest Raine's post... it is one of the major things that made me come to this realization of BEING THE ONE! ALL OF YOU!!!!

UPDATE 3/12/25:

The CBA course started this week and the first homework is to find a song that represents the future you. It reminded me of this experience I had 8 months ago! "Radio" was the song that wired in the future me the last 8 months. I listened and danced to it pretty much every day.

"Paradise" from Cold Play is the song that came up for me this week and FINALLY the next morning (this Tuesday) after years of being blocked and not being able to draw I was able to sketch a new picture that came to me in flow state!!! 🚀 This isn't just a picture, it actually took me places deep in my heart, I had multiple healing sessions throughout the day as I continued to draw. I'm not done yet, but I already have a lot of big plans for this drawing and it will become an intricate part of my healing ministry! It's PARADISE!

https://youtu.be/7leEmq6EMMs?si=dSsQxXZglIFeJW66

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