My name is Ayden,
Hello.
I have been doing a lot of Aarons guided meditations and I feel great during and after. I feel the best I’ve ever felt in my entire life. People see me and they know I’m different. I feel different I feel amazing.I am a changed person. I have plans to go to school to get a certification and something and I can’t really move forward until this happens. If I get frustrated waiting, I meditate more. I read Eckhart, and I reflect. I I’m waiting for payment and starting and confirmation of this class for the certification to come together, but every time there always seems like there’s an obstacle. So I start thinking is this not my passion because I feel in my heart it’s my passion, but I need this certification. I’ve been over it with my younger self. So then I start to think am I sabotaging myself ? What am I doing wrong? I am Trying not to think about it but it’s something naturally I like to do so I do it every day in someway. The reason for wanting to do these 3 days, am I doing this myself? Is it not the right path? How do I know I just I need help I need a community.