This blew my mind. I lived with the if you can't swim you drown. Have to earn right to live, to feel love. That pattern and the effects were shown so well. So survival mode. I'd just do what I'm supposed to do. Pointed out that instead of being seen I earn the right to exist. I don't need to earn the right to walk happy. Emotionally I'm embarrassed that I believe in earning the right to exist in space. It doesn't have to be earned.