Day 10 Homework ✨ · High Vibe Tribe

Day 10 Homework ✨

I actually have had a really hard time throughout the past 2 years letting go of my ex-fiance. I am someone who loves very very deeply, and it was extremely hard for me to reconcile not only her cheating on me and walking out, but all the deceit, manipulation, and emotional abuse that followed. It felt like the woman I loved so much just disappeared overnight and I could not wrap my mind around it. She even came back months later, and it was extremely difficult to have to say that I can't go back. Since then, I've done immense work inside myself, finally learning how to choose myself when the person I needed most in the world to choose me did not. Regardless, there's still a lot lingering when something impacts you so profoundly, especially being as energetically sensitive as I am. Given my own patterns, it's been very difficult to work through the shame or ways in which you blame yourself, or attack yourself even though it truly isn't your fault. Writing the letter, reading it aloud to myself, sending it off into the ether, and then burning it felt like a lot of those lingering bits could finally be resolved within me. I feel such an immense energetic weight off of my shoulders, and it really is such a blessing, albeit emotional. A super helpful lesson today that I only felt fully ready for after 2 years of processing. 💖

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Day 10 Homework ✨