What do u do or how to u handle a situation where u still have feelings and longing for someone who is putting more energy into someone else? After telling u they miss u from being away for so long when you’ve tried to let them go. And every time he comes back it seems like he’ll show up and apologize for all the things he’s done that hurt me. I feel stupid and sad, but now I’m just angry. Especially they are in your friend group in a tiny town. I feel we have alot of growth to offer eachother but maybe my heart is wrong? Anyway, reaching out cuz I feel lonely in this. Every time I reach out to a friend to open up they say he’s a free spirit. But that’s no excuse for treating someone like shit. He calls me one of his best friends but I don’t feel the same in return anymore. At least for now. Anyway,, trying my best.