I was blinded by my 'business'.
Long story short, I have been developing my business for over 2 years, I see what it can become, what good it will do for God, me, and my family. But I was still in the wrong, and God had to wake me up. I have been ignorant, and selfish working on my business, as the bible says "seek ye first the kingdom of heaven..." I have accidently ignored this. This is not a confession, I wish for you to learn from my mistakes. We all can get blinded looking for Righteousness. So remember to look around, see the signs, your spouse is desperate, work you did'nt ask for showed up in the mail. (That's what happened to me anyways) That savings goal has no progress for the last 3 months, the stress at home has not gone away, the future you want is no closer today than it was 6 months ago. Wake up, your way is not working. And if you are lucky like me God will wake you up if you don't listen, but it will hurt.