Own who the heck you are!
I have been noticing lately my awareness of where I am still shrinking or not letting myself be ALL of my magical self. 🎶"Would the real Priscilla, Please stand up?" 🎶. Ugh, do you feel me? Those moments, depending on which room you're in, finding yourself conforming so people will see you as the professional? Or not even the professional, but for them to actually like you? It keeps us from making the actual impact we desire to make because, by us conforming, we're telling ourselves we're not good enough. We give our power away like it's candy in a parade. That's an icky feeling! I have created MANY stories around that feeling over the years and those stories have crippled my full EXPANSION. So.....For the past month I have been coming into total awareness of these moments where I shrink or self abandon. Here's the truth I continually repeat: No one NEEDS to like me. Not everyone NEEDS to buy what i'm selling for me to feel valuable. Not everyone NEEDS to love me. I just get to be valuable because I am ME. I am Priscilla FREAKIN Horton! That's right! (waving my daggum hanky). I get to love me. A couple of weeks ago I was invited into a well established group setting for the first time. I found myself shrinking and comparing who i am with others, until I inserted my truth and detached my value as a human to anyone's opinion of me. YOU GUYS!! That was my power move!! My throat didn't tighten or close up, I just spoke. I got to be me and use MY voice. It was well, received and I left untethered. This was my new story: Take me or leave me but this time I am not leaving myself. I am staying true to me. No more self abandonment. She gets to illuminate her bright light just like anyone else. It's time to own who I am. And it's time for YOU to own who you are as well. I hope this share brings you some comfort in knowing you are not along and then it is an honor to be YOU! The bold, magical, beautiful YOU!