I'm having an interesting time in observation during this brief time after Sunday ceremony. I don't recall much of what I shared as it felt like just a flow without editing or contraction. I do recall sharing about my plans to facilitate in the world though. Whenever I express things of this nature to others I have an after effect of what I can only describe as cringe! There is a place within me that feels incredibly uncomfortable and it also brings up some fear. If any of you are familiar with human design part of my design I'm learning is to actually speak my intentions to others on the path to making them manifest. This is an incredibly fearful place for me partially about just being vulnerable but also I am observing a part of me that somehow thinks that if I actually share it then it will not happen! Very curious and I'm wondering if anyone can relate. I very rarely talk about myself and have not for years and nobody in my actual physical reality knows much about what I'm doing. When they ask I kind of deflect or focus on the mundane parts. I really keep it all to myself. Part of that I do believe though is conserving the energy of the process until I'm ready however, my reaction to the openness on Sunday is something different and has caused me to contemplate!

Hey everyone! Our replay from Sunday's incredible ceremony is now up in the classroom for our inner circle members. Can't wait for next month's journey with all of you!

It occurred to me after a solo Spotify jam I should start broadcasting some scheduled smoke sesh jams where we all just listen to music together. Who's in?

Join us Sunday, Feb 22 at 12pm for our workshop! Link in calendar 👆