Did something uncomfortable today… got on a podcast.
Not gonna lie, I was nervous as hell before it started.
Felt out of my element a bit.
But I did it anyway.
That’s kinda the whole point of this right now… just stacking small wins and putting myself out there even when it feels weird.
At the same time, I’m gonna be real…
I feel like I’m spinning my wheels a little.
Doing a lot of posting, building this group, talking to people and making connections… but I don’t feel closer to my goals yet.
And that part messes with me.
Because at the end of the day, I just want freedom.
I want money coming in so I can travel and play and not feel stuck grinding shifts.
So yeah… mixed emotions today.
Productive… but also impatient.