I have usually believed that I didn't finish stuff. But alas it isnt totally true. It must of came from when I was trying to learn guitar. I took lessons for 6 WHOLE months, haha, and got upset that I wasnt up to Roy Clark level. But I do finish stuff. I finished Art school at UT in Austin. I have held a job in the same field for over 30 years. As of now I haven't quit AA, 4 years as of Aug 31.
My new identity is that "I am the guy that finishes things he is truly interested in. Like I always finish my tangles, takes me a week or so. But they get done. And I got the post done today.
I will say mediating is slowly getting easier for me. Not an everyday meditater, but starting to do it more regularly. Have a great evening y'all.