Started posting much more again, finding my momentum and message. I am still clearing the path and making visible what really wants to express through me, by me wanting it for me. A process of finding worth in feeling joy and expressing it from that place. Meaning, as a chef would make content on food, what is my content anchor? Teaching me to find a structure before letting my creativity loose. Writing on my accomplishments feels strange, stranger than writing about what still needs to be done. So i am taking this update as an invitation to allow myself gratitude for what has been done already. It`s funny how these `small` external actions/expressions that take huge internal processing and work, still feel like not enough, still feel like i`ve only taken a very small step. But there you go I have worked a lot this week, hosting groups in a private dining space, so had less time to move with other stuff but it has given me a very important insight on what direction i want to pour my energy into. A calling is becoming clearer to create my own sanctuary, a center where i can host people and give them an experience to remember, reconnect and feel free again. My intention this week is to write on it, and create more clarity on this pathway. A dream i have been having for a while but somehow always said `later in my life i will create a center`. Why is later not now? This is what i am diving into this week. I am making progress for sure, small steps into a very dark path that i just KNOW will lead me into my living from my own light. And there`s my freedom. Small steps is movement nonetheless, and who is to say what is small and big? So let`s go with the narrative that i am making BIG MOVES. That feels better Gracias Xxx

Hi guys, anyone else with some experience and/or advice in how to cope with fierce pushbacks the minute I genuinely lock in. For me, quitting smoking and drinking was one of the big goals for a very long time, took me several years to finally get rid of the cigarettes. Still dealing with lots of gut issues so I start doing keto diet, no alcohol either. For me that looked like a good pathway to getting cleaner, getting closer to my true self. And i have been doing so for almost 5 weeks, and have had almost notting but setbacks. Alot of stuff is causing alot friction, with the biggest one of all recently, being my girlfriend wanting to split up, exactly when I'm finally getting to where I wanted to be for a long time. Meanwhile, I keep telling myself to hold your ground, its just "a test" but its getting to a point that its getting pretty ridiculous, and really makes me question my reality fiercely, like someone or something is trying to get to me. So anyone had similar events, and cares to share their experiences, and how they looked at the underlying dynamics? Would be very much aprreciated 🙏

Time to get after it. This is the place to drop your plans for the week if you're looking for accountability. It's always good to vocalise the goals and keep everyone updated. High fives all around. My 5 goals for the week: - Gym 3x - Find a new place to live - Get the whole "Lock In" website / blog / bot bug free and operational - Set up newsletter - Gather all the feedback around the Habit Tracker overhere Since I usually don't struggle with working too much I'm throwing in a little chill bonus mission as well: - check sunset daily No half sends. ⚔️