Hello everyone! I'm in somewhat a decision process of deciding how-to use or what to share on YouTube. At some level - just share! That's important. Offer, gift, talk, be real authentic and more. BUT on another level, there needs to be some 'shape' so that the algorithm gets my videos in front of the right people. I'm curious what you'd like me to talk about more on YouTube? Where do you see value when watching my YouTube videos? Are you open to sharing? I've put a poll below to make it easy, but if you'd like to share some comments that is helpful too. I notice that my YouTube videos about The Architect always get so many views. Where as other videos not so many! I feel caught between chasing views + growing my channel, but also trying to create content that can invite people who want to work with me, and to craft offerings that support those that are curious about what I have to share. Have you been in similar situations? How have you navigated it? Which of these do you feel more curious to see me talking about? (I tried to create a poll, but you can only select 1 at a time, so instead I've listed them below.) Could you share the numbers in a comment reply below? Thankyou so much! 1. Inner Mastery, Mindfulness & Nervous System – calm, regulation, embodied presence, emotional integration 2. Conscious Business & Purpose – aligned strategy, authentic marketing, profit with integrity 3. Spiritual Awakening & Mysticism – higher guidance, surrender, multidimensional awareness 4. Relationships & Connection – intimacy, communication, co-regulation, masculine–feminine polarity 5. Creative Flow & Expression – overcoming blocks, building confidence, creating from truth 6. Money & Energy – wealth consciousness, receiving, prosperity mindset 7. Personal Reflections & Life Updates – raw shares, behind-the-scenes, lessons from your journey 8. Collective Shifts & Planetary Energy – insights on global energies, awakening of humanity, timelines 9 AI, Consciousness and The Architect – reflections on the intersection of AI and consciousness

I mentioned in a previous comment that sometimes I go through periods of what I call "divine sickness" where I get overwhelmed and stuff comes up and demands my attention, and I feel out of control.... A couple of days ago I experienced something very strange... It started Tuesday morning. I had come out of a wonderful time of meditating and set out to work on continuing to design a new website, (was 4 days into it) when everything went wonky, all the elements were bigger than normal and all the code messed up and I had to erase all my work and start over. I decided to take a break and go for a walk and a couple of minutes into that my right leg below the knee became very heavy and I was losing feeling in my foot and I limped back to the house and thought I maybe had thrombosis, a blood clot below the knee, was in pain for half an hour. Headed to the hospital to have a doctor examine me, when I got there I experienced a visual migraine and was dizzy seeing those rainbow energy patterns, Doc examined me and couldn't find anything wrong. When I got home many hours later could only sleep. I woke up in the night and went to back to my office to meditate and do some work, a few minutes later there was a bunch of noise in the next door storage area, I opened the door there was a strange cat fighting with one of my own, the stray cat ran into my office and was jumping over my bookcases, bouncing off my computer, knocking things onto the floor, busted a pot, etc. and punched a hole in my window screen, total chaos for a few minutes. I opened another door and the crazy cat ran out. Next day when I went to the office I saw that the crazy cat had punched a hole through my window, while I was sleeping, but was not there. Crazy day, never experienced anything like it. Don''t know what to think.

I've had a wild week! I felt some guilt for starting this community and then - somewhat - disappearing for a week. But in good cause - I've been so ill; diarrhea, physically sick, cough, cold, back aches constantly for 4 days... even before yesterday's news I knew it has been a deep multi-layer cleansing. I've been watching old 'energetic scaffolding' being dismantled across my back. This was an old pattern of trying to life up the world around me. There is no one to 'lift up', right? You are exactly where you need to be, as am I! It's another level of acceptance in this beauty of life. The news I found out yesterday was that my Nan Joy passed away in the night, at 96. And there no coincidences. I've felt this whole week was in process with her. I cried with so much sweet softness around my heart when I heard the news. Equally beautiful it is her time, as she was struggling with dementia for at least 3 years. So there's grief, but also sweet relief and spaciousness. And love, and sadness. And it's all part of this beautiful trip of life. I felt to share that update with you all. I look forward to sharing more in this new space, "Mystics in the Matrix." soon. Blessings, Darren

I have a longing to inspire this community and those around me too continue deepening into their heart. In a perfect unfolding, it is so natural for us to open as we grow but in our world, it is normal that many of us have closed our heart/s or keep walls up or barriers are have gates or otherwise stop our heart from emanating. I’m curious what steps you are taking this week—my friends—to allow your heart to be seen a little deeper, to express in a new way, or otherwise create structure in your life to make it easier for more of your truth, beauty and love be revealed in the world. What is happening this week? What are you commiting to? Please share.

I love that so far in this group we’ve found communion and connection in our awareness of love and healing and shared union with the divine. I’m also curious to explore more how the mystics bring their gifts into business—into work and money and I want this group to be also exploring the relationship between the matrix and the divine—and so having said that, what are you currently challenged with in your business right now? Where are you stuck, and where do you need help? what curiosities or questions might you have that you could share into this group and receive reflections or advice or support on..? please share below. 👇